Living and Loving

What a weekend! Didn't exactly do much, but I had possibly one of the best weekends ever. Spent it with my lovely boy and then with our friends on Sunday . Couldn't be happier!!! I felt a real sense of completion last night... Something I haven't ever felt before.

So it's only a week until I start my new job! I just cannot wait! It's going to be so cool to be doing something I have wanted to do for so long. I'm excited and nervous. I really feel like I can make this work, and I am really looking forward to working with the people that I will be working with. They seem like a lovely bunch and I think I'll be very happy there!

And of course Christmas is nearing and I am starting to get excited about that for the first time ever... Thinking about presents and stuff. Not an easy task. Must go out and buy cards for people soon. YAY! Feeling totally different! Things are so amazing - I really hope nothing bad happens and that things continue to be so rosy.

*happy sigh*

FB xx

Almost another week has past and everything is going so quickly!!! There are just not enough hours in the day - if there were I would be blogging more!

I think at this point in January, it is a realistic time to re-evaluate your goals and reflect, honestly on the past year. In a nutshell, 2008 had it's highlights, but is very much a year to forget. I didn't really accomplish anything in 2008 - I just felt like a complete mess for the majority of it. It wasn't until mid - end of December that things finally looked up. I am please to say that the start to 2009 has been rather a good one *touch wood*.

I spent some time on my new website this week. I have managed to get some contributors for a giveaway when we launch. I am now just looking for like minded websites to partner up with us by link swapping, advertising, reviewing etc. The credit crusnch hasn't really helped things. People I need to speak to desperately seem so busy at the moment trying to cope with reduced marketing budgets and a pile on of work. It's not easy times.

My website isn't really that demanding. Girls n Gadgets is a venture of mine which I have thought up out of pure interest and for me is about providing good fun articles and content for people all over the world, than a money making venture. So any support is welcomed as this is done in my spare time and anyone interested in blogging/ advertising/ contributing should contact me on leila [@] girlsngadgets.com

Offline, things are going well. I am still loving the new job. The people really are great. I am a little anxious about doing the end of month reporting, but I think I should be OK...

Things with Jon are going great! His flatmate finally moved out and it's now just us two. It's been lovely to go home and relax together, cook for eachother and just generally enjoy eachothers company. I do love him so very much! I think now, all I want to do is for me and him to go away for a long weekend. being in London all the time can be a real pain. Work is always busy for him and so, it would be nice to recharge the batteries somewhere quiet!

Anyway... hope everyone is doing well. Please leave me your comments as I really appreciate feedback...

Muchos Love...

FB xx

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I was going to update over the weekend, but I just didn't get round to it! I had an awful weekend, but it made me realise a few things I guess... Saturday I was working, which wasn't too bad if I was hinest, but then came the evening. It was a friends birthday, but due to not having much money and being really tired, I wasn't really up for going. There was no choice in the matter though, I had to go and I did. We went to Shorditch jon, his bro, his gf and me. The bar where the birthday was, wasn't very good - we stayed a couple of hours and then moved on.

This was where it all went wrong. We were having a good night, a great night in fact up until we had to leave - I had drunk clearly too much! I won't go into details, but I wasn't very nice to Jon. The worst thing is that I didn't deserve to be forgiven really... Not immediately anyway. In the morning, he was a little 'off' understandably so. But I deserved the 'coldness' - but he warmed and brought me my Laptop and a smoothie as he knew I didn't want to leave his room. I told him that I would go home, but he said I should stay at least until he came back from the gym - so I did. We ended up going to the cinema and watching a film called 'Brick' which was pretty good!

I still feel awful - although he told me to forget it, I can't! I can't help but feel like a bad person. I love him very much and I realised that acting like I did and getting drunk was not a very responsible thing to do... I have decided to stop drinking - I don't really need drink to have a good time! At least I can be the designated driver when we go out. I'm far happier when I am not drinking.

We live and we learn... I have a happy life right now - I will NOT spoil it!!!

FB xx

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