My OperaInsecurities and idiocy!
Friday, August 10, 2007 10:16:58 AM
I am feeling like a bit of an idiot today. For some reason, I didn't want Jon to go out last night with his friend. There was no reason and no call for it really. I guess I was just feeling a little insecure and moody. His phone died and I though he had hung up on me, so I was upset for ages and cried! Soooo stupid as he turned up at mine bang on time as he'd promised, even though we hadn't set anything in stone and I was a mess! 
How dumb can one girl get.
If I carry on like this I am just going to lose him and it's something that I don't want. I need to lighten up, but my confidence is at a real low right now. I don't know why and it certainly isn't attractive! I don't know what I need from him to relax a little. Some quality time together might be good, but I am broke and he's probably going away in September to see his sister. The crap thing is that his travels, no matter how he arranges it, fall on out anniversary (4 years!!!)
Oh well, on my facebook, my status says 'FB is such an idiot and really needs to get a grip.' I think that's about right, don't you?
FB xx
How dumb can one girl get. If I carry on like this I am just going to lose him and it's something that I don't want. I need to lighten up, but my confidence is at a real low right now. I don't know why and it certainly isn't attractive!
I don't know what I need from him to relax a little. Some quality time together might be good, but I am broke and he's probably going away in September to see his sister. The crap thing is that his travels, no matter how he arranges it, fall on out anniversary (4 years!!!) Oh well, on my facebook, my status says 'FB is such an idiot and really needs to get a grip.' I think that's about right, don't you?
FB xx
Knut Remi "DrLaunch" Løvlidrlaunch # Friday, August 10, 2007 11:05:30 AM
But. You did a mistake. And why do we do mistakes? So we can learn from them. There's always two sides of a coin. Where there's something negative, there's always something positive.
Self-pity and negative thinking breeds more of it. That's something I know from experience. And I did suffer because of it. But reversing it is certainly possible. It's actually very easy.
Learn from your mistakes and have confidence that it's going to turn out well. Think positive and positive things will happen.
ShivaniFuturediva # Wednesday, August 15, 2007 9:33:00 PM
P.S: Now change that status
Knut Remi "DrLaunch" Løvlidrlaunch # Wednesday, August 15, 2007 9:49:20 PM
Knut Remi "DrLaunch" Løvlidrlaunch # Thursday, August 16, 2007 10:50:00 AM
Much better!
ShivaniFuturediva # Thursday, August 16, 2007 11:01:48 AM
MarcusFXM256 # Saturday, August 18, 2007 4:29:51 PM
Knut Remi "DrLaunch" Løvlidrlaunch # Saturday, August 18, 2007 4:36:58 PM
Originally posted by DrLaunch:
ShivaniFuturediva # Saturday, August 18, 2007 5:41:54 PM
MarcusFXM256 # Saturday, August 18, 2007 7:53:50 PM
Knut Remi "DrLaunch" Løvlidrlaunch # Saturday, August 18, 2007 8:45:14 PM
MarcusFXM256 # Saturday, August 18, 2007 11:51:08 PM
Knut Remi "DrLaunch" Løvlidrlaunch # Sunday, August 19, 2007 12:00:00 AM
MarcusFXM256 # Sunday, August 19, 2007 12:05:11 AM
ShivaniFuturediva # Sunday, August 19, 2007 8:10:36 AM
Knut Remi "DrLaunch" Løvlidrlaunch # Sunday, August 19, 2007 1:33:23 PM
This is me (drlaunch): http://my.opera.com/drlaunch/avatar.pl -
I hope I cleared up some of the confusion. Now you have to clear up the rest of the confusion, FXM256.
MarcusFXM256 # Sunday, August 19, 2007 5:24:50 PM
Much better!
By drlaunch, # 16. August 2007, 05:50:00
that had me confused. Much better now
ShivaniFuturediva # Sunday, August 19, 2007 6:47:58 PM
MarcusFXM256 # Sunday, August 19, 2007 8:29:59 PM