Living and Loving

I'm feeling really down at the moment. I feel like my brother and I are really losing touch and that he doesn't care anymore :-( Nobody really seems to understand, not even my Dad. Which puts me in a real predicament. I really am not so sure who to turn to. My bf certainly doesn't understand, normally my Dad has an answer for everything, but even he hasn't this time :-( I know he feels bad about things, I can't be upbeat about things. I am trying though as I don't like being negative!

I feel like the beginning of this year has been almost perfect. But nothing is perfect and that is the problem. 'Almost' is as good as it gets and for anything to be at that level in my life is pretty good. I think I am gonna stop moaping around now - No point in being so negative! It's not so bad!

It's Valentines Day tomorrow. I am so excited! I need to think of a quirky idea to put his event vouchers into. I am not too sure what to do. Maybe in an empty wine bottle. Maybe I could get him a new lil wallet thingy and put it in there. I am not too sure. Hmmmmmm... something to think about on this boring day at work!!!

FB xx




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