My OperaBack to the normal neglection!!!
Tuesday, October 11, 2005 11:12:23 PM
Well after my "great" weekend, Pete is back to his normal weed smoking, 'couldn't give a shit' self!!!
I felt like shit today and I made sure he knew - I needed a little TLC, even if I wasn't seeing him. All I wanted was a few kind, suportive words... But that's way too much to ask! Instead, I called him and just felt like I was putting him out by chatting to him.:clown:
This is't any way to treat someone you apparently "love".
So you know, I am going to stop believing him, do my own thing... I have to stop being so trusting. Just as I start to become secure, I am knocked back down again. It's not fair. Talk about fucking with someones head!!! Sorry for the language, but I am so stressed out with this relationship - it's had more ups and downs that when I was with jon. At least we had steady periods of time when we were happy! It's one day up 2 days down at the moment and I can't handle it!
I move into my new place at the weekend - maybe it's time for an all new change!!!
Night everyone!!!
Over and out
I felt like shit today and I made sure he knew - I needed a little TLC, even if I wasn't seeing him. All I wanted was a few kind, suportive words... But that's way too much to ask! Instead, I called him and just felt like I was putting him out by chatting to him.:clown: This is't any way to treat someone you apparently "love".
So you know, I am going to stop believing him, do my own thing... I have to stop being so trusting. Just as I start to become secure, I am knocked back down again.
It's not fair. Talk about fucking with someones head!!! Sorry for the language, but I am so stressed out with this relationship - it's had more ups and downs that when I was with jon. At least we had steady periods of time when we were happy! It's one day up 2 days down at the moment and I can't handle it! I move into my new place at the weekend - maybe it's time for an all new change!!!
Night everyone!!!
Over and out
FB xxfluffybunny # Wednesday, October 12, 2005 9:03:54 AM
Fatimahzenya # Wednesday, October 12, 2005 9:43:50 PM
You have to be firm in your heart and ways and stop giving so much of YOU .
I was this way and like you I was hurt.. You can't be nice all the time, firmness and standing your own postition is the best way..
the more you give the more they take and the takers are not givers............get it?
Hugs to you friend,
Eve
Dan DeVilledmfalmeida # Thursday, October 13, 2005 3:24:41 AM
I see that you and I are heading the same way...
I'm also searching for someone cool and understanding, and loving, and so on...
I'm sure we'll find who we look for. I guess we should just stop looking around. Good things come from nowhere and when we least expect.
Good luck,
Dan