fly_in_dance

In the dark

Saturday, August 4, 2007 7:24:24 PM

Yah, it is 2 a.m, and I still sitting here, all alone, chatting with one of my friends and nobody around me. but, at the end, my friend said bye and she left chatting, and maybe went to sleep with her guy. And I'm alone, in the dark.

On the TV it shows a cartoon which I dont know its name. There are some pinky rabbits, and some colourful balloons. I hear nothing.

I'm still feeling upset today, even thought I went out with my friends all the day. But I felt nothing deep inside my soul, It is almost die, my happiness. Even I smile or laught or sing or say smt funny, I felt nothing inside. I almost die.

Tomorrow I am going to the C,G forest with a team of children. I dislike this job, but I must go.

Damn it.

Hope tomorrow it is not rainny.

But stormy (he, it's true)

I dont know how to survire but I will and must try

KFC

Comments

Dimitridtypaldos # Saturday, August 4, 2007 10:13:33 PM

Hi,

there are bad days for everyone (actually, I also have a lot of them lately!). My idea is that 'thinking positive' is important even if this brings a slow effect, because I wouldn't allow to bad things/ideas to let me down. Almost as a sense of pride.

Take care and enjoy your forest day (what forest is this ? - tomorrow I am also going to visit a natural history museum in my city, though no children

).

Dim

fly_in_dance # Sunday, August 5, 2007 4:58:50 AM

thanks for surporting me, Dim. You r so nice.

Dillon RobertsDillonRoberts # Sunday, August 5, 2007 8:35:42 AM

Keep your head high. You're an angel. Peace.

Dimitridtypaldos # Friday, August 10, 2007 2:22:52 AM

I hope you are better after your forest journey. Did you have fun ? It must have been nice. At least much better than studying in a room with a nice weather out of the window and a mountain of things "to-do".