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I cancelled my trip to Singapore. It's not the time to go aboard, or I am not in mood travelling, or...somethings else...He ask how and why but I could not answer.
I love the way he love me, I love the way he is, love the feeling of being loved, but........ I do not love him. I cannot try anymore. Maybe I will lose him

And, today, in a desperate mood, I go to pizza Hut, but I am so scared sitting there alone, so I call a guy that I do dislike him.....and how stupid I was, I could not stand him anymore. He even made my dinner become a nitemare, so suck.

I did the shopping, spent all my money, buy a gift for my boss, who treat me so well for years.
New year is around, and I had nothing, but the stupid thing