Fly_in_dance

I phoned Honey today, after a week too busy to phone. But everything is fading away. I can feel that. We'r apart for a year, and now we cannot share what we feel everyday, how our life is going.
I need to be taken care. But he cannot make it for me.
I need to be loved. But he can only say love me.
I am afraid of being lonely. But he cannot be here with me.
So..............
It will end.

But I don;t want to lose him. But I will lose him day by day.




Mr Lovely text me today to say that he will buy smt like Classique for me. I replied "You like luxury sence huh? I need something make me feel safe."
I don;t know how I can go on.

My love for life is running out, but nobody come...