Tuesday, January 11, 2011 10:48:08 PM
So it's now 2011. I want to wish all my opera friends all the best for this year!
May good luck and fortune find its way to you throughout this year.
Always follow your heart and pursue your dreams and desires. Never let anyone tell you otherwise or stop you from achieving what you want to achieve. No one can take these things away from you. It is only you who decides these things and nobody else.
It was a bumpy road for me in 2010 but then again which year isn't with its many challenges and confrontations. I finally finished studying and am ready to go out into the work force. It was amazing that I was given the opportunity to meet so many beautiful people last year.
Each friend we have in life will always have a unique friendship to you. No two friendships are the same and I think that is beautiful because no one can copy what you two have. Can this be said for love too? Hmmm I don't know.. let's not go there for now haha
Like every year I learnt a lot of new things. Especially from the lessons I learnt from the people around me. Even though they don't know it, the things I learnt from them are so valuable to me and will hold onto these lessons and apply them throughout the rest of my life.
Tuesday, November 2, 2010 9:16:43 PM
My god time flies!
Already less than 8 weeks till next year already! Where has the time gone?
It still feels like there is so much more I wanted to do this year but just didn't get the the opportunity. That's ok though because I will get the opportunity to do some of the things I want to do next year, and the year after that. I'm still young and have plenty of time.
Thought I'd quickly write this before I go and perform my vicious cycle that is everyday living.
Sunday, October 17, 2010 11:57:05 AM
Sometimes it is hard to express which emotion you are feeling at an exact point in time.
It is funny how we can portray so many different sides of ourselves in just 24 hours. Happiness, sadness, anger, joy, passion, insensitivity, laziness. Interesting how most emotions are juxtaposed with one another, as if they go hand in hand. Is this the theory of every action has an equal and opposite reaction? Maybe that theory might apply to science but it certainly can be applied elsewhere.
After all what goes up must come down right? If I experience extreme happiness, then inevitably the rule must be that I will experience extreme sadness. A caring nature will then inevitably bring on insensitivity and so on. But why must it be this way? Who decides this for us? Is it already all pre-determined? Or maybe this is only my harsh perception of the topic.
Wednesday, September 15, 2010 8:36:55 AM
Life is sooooo boring at the moment!
I wish I could go on an adventure and travel the world. I want to get out of my boring country and meet
new people and make new friends.
Can anybody invite me to their country for 2 months and be my personal tour guide and show me around your beautiful country? I'll do anything and forever be in your debt
I just really want to get out there and see the rest of this beautiful world. I really need a holiday!
Monday, September 6, 2010 12:53:36 PM
So I had a nightmare dream last night..
Wasn't such a nice dream at all!
I dreamt I was with a friend I haven't seen in nearly a year now. We were with a third person who used to be on TV and had his own talk show called Rove. All three of us went to this house that was on sale but no-one was living in it. A dog came out the front door (rottweiler) and it was all in slow motion. It went to attack Rove but my friend managed to push it back with one blow. The dog went to lunge for me all while we're still in slow motion.
My friend wasn't able to save me in time and I ended up falling asleep in the dream as the dog jumped onto me. I awoke inside the house tied up in one of the many empty rooms. The rope wasn't tight and I was able to wiggle free.
I ran around the house screaming my friend's name and couldn't find her anywhere. I ran to the front of the house and saw the curtain starting to raise up from the corner all by itself!
By now I was really freaking out and scared so I made a run for it and went home. I found out that my friend had died because she ate a cake that was inside the house with yellow icing on it. I somehow ran all the way to her house and burst the door open, only to find she was alive and well and was wondering what I was talking about like nothing had happened.
I remember every little bit of detail from the dream too.. The colour of our clothes, the colour of the plants around the house, the conversations, everything. I remember the house having a really bad and evil aura around it when we approached it. It was really frightening when the curtain started to raise up from the corner too..
I could write a whole lot more on what happened but there is just too much detail to type it all out.
Anyway I should mention that I dream very often.
In fact I dream so often that I now can't be bothered remembering what happened in my dreams half the time unless it was something interesting. A lot of people suggested I keep a dream journal which I started doing. The problem with that was that because the dreams were so vivid in my mind, there was too much information to write down on paper and I would write at least 4-5 pages for a dream so it took too long haha. Then I started to type one on the computer instead. Even though it was quicker, it still took too long so I couldn't be bothered.
I now only really remember the dreams that have a big significance to me. I very much believe in our dreams being a pathway to something more, like a message to our foreseeable future. Or a premonition of some sort.
Sunday, August 29, 2010 11:09:19 AM
Love to me is like an infection, once you have it, you really can't get rid of it.
Love affects just about everything you do. You cannot work properly without love getting in the way. You cannot think or focus properly without love getting in the way. Most of all you certainly cannot sleep properly without love getting in the way.
Or could love more be related to an obsession? Maybe they fall under the same family? I guess it depends on how you perceive what is love to you.
Sunday, August 15, 2010 6:55:52 AM
Isn't it funny that when you know you are close to reaching your goals in life, they really seem so far away?
It's annoying when everything is going well, and something always has to come along to bring everything back down to reality. It's like a sine wave, everything will go really great, then the next week everything just crumbles and falls apart around you, then the vicious cycle repeats.
Thursday, July 8, 2010 1:47:22 PM
In a completely shitty mood all day today. I did not feel like smiling and talking to anyone today. I kept conversations to an essential minimum.
Is it just me or do other people get this too?
Here in Australia we only have one Costco in the whole of the country and it is in my hometown. A friend had invited me along today to go do some necessary grocery shopping. Ended up spending $150 but it was completely worth it. The portions of everything are huge!
However the friend who invited me are one of those people where you really can only handle in small doses. You know, the types where seeing them once a week or even once a month is enough, any more and you start to get cabin fever and literally want to kill them because they irritate you.
When he wants to prove a point, he will do and say anything necessary to prove it. Is it a fear of power struggle with these people? They start to become arrogant, loud and try to completely overpower you in a conversation when you try to challenge something they say.