Work was ok today I guess. I was having a bit of a 'moment' though as I didn't really understand something that went on today. Made myself look a little silly. I guess I am only human though and there's not a great deal more I could have done. I have been tasked with 2 rather important projects which I'm pleased about, but worried about timelines as I am part time and only have 2 days to do one of them (which just so happens to be the more important one). I'm really happy to be given these responsibilities, but I've never really had to 'lead' anything in the past and I'm nervous. I'm desperate to do well in this job. I have been there 2 years and I love the place. I love my work, the people and the product! I feel under pressure, but I'm keen to deliver and deliver well.
In other news, I stripped the purple out of my hair - Please ignore the gormless look!. It's looking a lot more normal now I was starting to get bored of the dramatic dark colours I kept putting in my hair. I had a whole load of lovely comments today from my work colleagues and best of all, when I got home to Bob tonight (he got back from seeing his son), he liked it too... so maybe I don't even need to re-dye it
It was so good to see him tonight. He really does complete me. We had a bit of a rough week last week, but things are definitely on the up and as always, we are solid as ever. It's hard without him, but it something that I have got used to over the years. It's strange though as I don't think I will ever really be properly used to him going though. It's harder now since we have Alex. He takes a lot out of me and he tends to play up when his Dad is not about. He really notices it for such a young boy.
Anyway, it's almost midnight, I need some sleep after last nights non-existent sleep.
Good night OC xx