Fate or Destiny?
Tuesday, 7. July 2009, 17:30:36
I don't know if i'm meant to write tonight. this is the first time i am trying to post a blog! the broadband is running so slow that i could probably hand deliver faster! i have been wondering (and writing!) about life and choice. with so much misery in the world and the divide between the haves and the have-nots ever widening, i wonder if a person's life is fate or destiny? there was a book a few years back - The Bible Code - which claimed that within the bible every event in human history, past and present, was predicted and recounted. so basically, everything is already set in stone. great. so much for having a thought then! this is at odds with my thinking and outlook - basically, i believe that there is some sort of balance - even if i cannot see it - in the cosmos. if you do bad things, bad things will happen to you. if you do good things you are probably happy anyway. but if everything is already written, already decided, it does not matter what you do, because you were suppose to anyway! that cannot be right. that's not living; it's acting. i cannot believe i have no control whatsoever over my life. which brings me nicely to my life and...being single. i always believed in a romanticized vision of coupledom. you meet your soulmate and through thick and thin, you grow together and get closer and more loving. as i get older - and have more potential "soulmates"! - my notion is getting jaded. do i wait and meet my soulmate? though the likelyhood of her coming to my front door is remote to non-existent. or, should i be out there, looking for that special somebody? now the problem with the looking is i don't know exactly what i'm looking for until i find it - or - until she find me! ther are plenty of attractive women in the city, but one does not feel a spark with all of them! or, to tell the truth, when walking down the street, it is hard to feel a spark with anybody. i need to relax i think. i'm healthy, got all my own teeth, great friends and family and look forward to going to work, unlike ninety percent of the population. with over six billion people on the planet - and i'm told quite a few of them are adult women - my future relationship must be out there somewhere. just got to start looking in the right places.
WIDGETIZE
Anonymous # 18. May 2006, 06:10
In my opinion, a few parts of our lives are destiny and karma, and the rest (which is the most) are destined by ourselves.
Anonymous # 18. May 2006, 06:10
In my opinion, a few parts of our lives are destiny and karma, and the rest (which is the most) are destined by ourselves.
Anonymous # 30. September 2006, 09:52
"the broadband is running so slow that i could probably hand deliver faster"
>> ROFLOL! Cute! :-)
Don't worry too much, G. She's out there somewhere thinking the exact same thing probably! ;-)
Anonymous # 30. September 2006, 09:52
"the broadband is running so slow that i could probably hand deliver faster"
>> ROFLOL! Cute! :-)
Don't worry too much, G. She's out there somewhere thinking the exact same thing probably! ;-)
Anonymous # 10. November 2006, 05:03
Found her yet, baby? :-)
Anonymous # 10. November 2006, 05:03
Found her yet, baby? :-)