Saturday, March 26, 2011 8:18:03 AM
sometimes I feel like am being tortured by God and forced to seek the comfort I need outside my principals and values, they are moments I am driven by christian principals ad conversely they are times when this principals hold me sway.
My intention is to conduct myself as a christian young man but am very much aware of the time peeling away at this determination.
I don't know where I get this feeling that there seem to a force propelling us into a ship called marriage even when we see a name titanic written on it. I also feel guilty about not being satisfied as a christian we are to be satisfied.
As a christian am not in a world system, but I live and work there when others in the office starts there sex talk, I would really get busy to avoid participating, knowing that being a 26years old virgin is not something to brag about to the world. in their eyes am a sexual freak.
In as much as I would like to believe that God has good plans for me, I would also like to point out that this does not remove the loneliness am subjected everyday.