My OperaMYSELF
Saturday, March 26, 2011 8:18:03 AM
am a single young virgin, I would very much like to have have a w armful, attention and love of the companion, though it's absence is not an issue for me. but there are moments when being alone commands my every working hour and steals my sleep.
sometimes I feel like am being tortured by God and forced to seek the comfort I need outside my principals and values, they are moments I am driven by christian principals ad conversely they are times when this principals hold me sway.
My intention is to conduct myself as a christian young man but am very much aware of the time peeling away at this determination.
I don't know where I get this feeling that there seem to a force propelling us into a ship called marriage even when we see a name titanic written on it. I also feel guilty about not being satisfied as a christian we are to be satisfied.
As a christian am not in a world system, but I live and work there when others in the office starts there sex talk, I would really get busy to avoid participating, knowing that being a 26years old virgin is not something to brag about to the world. in their eyes am a sexual freak.
In as much as I would like to believe that God has good plans for me, I would also like to point out that this does not remove the loneliness am subjected everyday.
sometimes I feel like am being tortured by God and forced to seek the comfort I need outside my principals and values, they are moments I am driven by christian principals ad conversely they are times when this principals hold me sway.
My intention is to conduct myself as a christian young man but am very much aware of the time peeling away at this determination.
I don't know where I get this feeling that there seem to a force propelling us into a ship called marriage even when we see a name titanic written on it. I also feel guilty about not being satisfied as a christian we are to be satisfied.
As a christian am not in a world system, but I live and work there when others in the office starts there sex talk, I would really get busy to avoid participating, knowing that being a 26years old virgin is not something to brag about to the world. in their eyes am a sexual freak.
In as much as I would like to believe that God has good plans for me, I would also like to point out that this does not remove the loneliness am subjected everyday.
