Monday, 3. August 2009, 22:49:40
poem, sad
She walks alone in the dark on the boardwalk not knowing what to do. Voices are around her.
She remembers the haunting faces of her past and the memories of the present.
She can no longer stand the many changes her mind goes through.
To her kids she was just another problem. To her family she is a burden. She died a long time ago and now she dies a little bit every day.
She walks to the beach. Her favorite place since she was a kid. Sand sifts through her fingers and warms her toes.
She looks out to the sea. The waves are now lapping at her feet. She knows what she must do.
She must unburden everyone.
And with that, she takes a midnight swim.
(c) CMN 8/3/2009
Friday, 26. June 2009, 04:47:55
song, sad
Tuesday, 4. September 2007, 03:40:17
depression, birds, animals, sad
I just found out that the Foundation I had to give my bird to, whom I dearly love, might be adopting him to someone's daughter at the Foundation. I was told Bing would be at this place for at least a year so I could stop by anytime and visit plus he would be in shows so I would get pictures of him.
I have now lost my home, my husband is taking my kids (due to my illness) and now I have lost my precious bird.
I am not sure how much more I can take, before I break into tiny little pieces.