im sorry i havent posted anything for like...i dont know....a long time XD
i came back to blog a litlle because at school we have this assignment, we have to make our own blog.
the whole thing...yeah i know.
you have to come up with a name, how it will look like and what ya gonna put on it.
i really like it
OH my costume was in a museum
+ the pictures i took
here is one that didnt make it in to the museum ( we could only pick 3 )
Oh, totally forgot that christmas an new years have already past.!!!
merry christmas an da happy new year (better late then never)
my life has been screwed over.
its totally upsidedown.
i have gone to the next class, but now the teacher are saying that i wont make it this year.
its really stressing me out. And on top of that, my dads girlfriend is pregnant...
i was shocked.
My dad says it was an accident, but i know that his girfriend wanted more kids and get married.
I coulndt believe it.
i still dont.
My dad is already 50 years old! his GF is 41!! this is gonna be his 4th child from 3 different women.
i dont know how to repsond to this, i dont even know how to talk to my dad anymore!
Its like he is in another world, like he isnt my dad anymore.
This is all a bit too much on me, and the pressure to study makes it hard to concentrate.
I wish i could just learn easier. I feel so dumb next to my friends.
But still i made it to this point so i cant give up now.
good news! im going to the tsunacon end of this month
and i failed my exam on my scooterlicense. He said i exagerated looking left and right, and that i missed some chanses..
i didnt even know there was a sign for scooters to get off the road?
i hope that my dad wants to pay for lessosn and another exam....cuz its freaking expensive!!
( and the hairdresser cut my hair to far! now its shoulder lenght...damn)
i'm really in the mood to party..
nothing to say. sadly i cant express my feelings anymore
not the way i used to. So i dont knowhow to act anymore
aw it will come when it comes right?
kisses and much love,