An idea I had
Thursday, 29. October 2009, 05:30:34
It would be so cool if Xanax came in inhaler form...that would totally cut down on panic time. One or two puffs and then boom, calm as a monk. That would be awesome.
I'm sick of trying to think of a title
Sunday, 9. August 2009, 05:19:26
I'm relying on the benadryl and alcohol tonight, more than ever. I don't want tomorrow to come. I will just have to think again. I don't know what to do.
Ughh...
Wednesday, 17. June 2009, 03:20:05
Trying to get something off my mind, trying to get something off my mind, trying to get something off my mind. Is it gone? Ughhhh no!
Yay!
Sunday, 14. June 2009, 03:55:02
11 days without any hard alcohol...I'd say that's pretty good! And although beer and benadryl pretty much have the same effect, I've been cutting down on that mixture as well...but the thing is that when I don't take it every day, it is way more intense when I do take it...knocks me out! 6 out of the past 11 days I haven't taken it. Hopefully I will be able to stop altogether.
Uncle
Tuesday, 12. May 2009, 04:24:35
So my Uncle's funeral was this past Friday. I didn't go, and it was a hard decision. I wonder if I will regret it.
My cousin needs prayer, he is taking his death pretty hard...which is to be expected. He says that he saw him the Monday of the week he died. So he thinks that is when he died. He feels bad for riding his 4-wheeler Sunday, instead of spending time with him. I still cry when I think about it. It's depressing when all you can think about is how a person feels when something tragic happens. I just hope that he can stop feeling guilty about it.
My cousin needs prayer, he is taking his death pretty hard...which is to be expected. He says that he saw him the Monday of the week he died. So he thinks that is when he died. He feels bad for riding his 4-wheeler Sunday, instead of spending time with him. I still cry when I think about it. It's depressing when all you can think about is how a person feels when something tragic happens. I just hope that he can stop feeling guilty about it.
Funeral
Sunday, 3. May 2009, 00:51:57
Is it wrong to not want to go to a funeral because I'm quite afraid of crying in front of people? This is such a hard decision.
Show me.
Tuesday, 31. March 2009, 07:39:14
Oh man, I know this isn't right. It's not normal. Or is it? Maybe it's just not right, didn't I just say that? Or maybe it's just not healthy. Be my escape. Take me away. Can you be my escape? Sure you can, that is what you say. You can take me away. You can take all the pain away. You can be my life. You ARE life.
I'm just blind, I can't see. It's too far away. Too, too, too far away. There has to be hope. If not, I wouldn't be alive. I wouldn't have survived. There is a reason. There is always a reason. We are just too blind to see. Too blind to see. Can you show us? Can you show me? Show me please.
I'm just blind, I can't see. It's too far away. Too, too, too far away. There has to be hope. If not, I wouldn't be alive. I wouldn't have survived. There is a reason. There is always a reason. We are just too blind to see. Too blind to see. Can you show us? Can you show me? Show me please.
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