my favourite ghazal...

hey every1 i m malik. and m in luv with my fst couzin alina but ... i dnt hv da courage to tell her? she is so beautiful,inteligent, and and evreythng she so nice ! i always get so confuse when she is front of me!! cant say anythng ! vry vry ajeeb se feelin alwayz m hvng front of her ! she is my life ! but cant tell her himat ni hai? so i want to u all to gv me sme kind of decent sugestion so that i cant tell hr abt my feelngs....,.?