Monday, 9. November 2009, 19:26:08
thoughs
I always wondered what happiness really is, and i was always trying to reach it... Once i though that happiness is when you accomplish to have excellent grades in school
but really if that will bring you true happiness then something is wrong with you...
Then i had obsession with being thin even though i was already somewhat thin, but who knows maybe some wrong view of perfection can bring happiness to me...
(sounds a little bit anorexic isn't it) of course that way of thinking could bring me nothing more then unhappiness with myself...
But then after some time spent thinking about my being i found out that actually real happiness can't be accomplished with changing yourself. Real happiness at least in my case is accomplished together with loving yourself the way you are.
Right now I'm happy mostly because i love myself no matter what others may say about me and because of that I'm free to change, free to stand up... Only if you are happy with yourself you can change the world that surrounds you... If you don't feel good about yourself you can be find in one monotone circle of life and you will not be strong enough to move from it and to make your life better...
In my opinion we were all born happy and lively but through growing up, and living in a world made by 'human' rules and many religions, we have lost happiness and children innocence we were all born with and became boring beings captured by the chains of the world that others who lived long before us created and that now some other people still keep like that mostly because of their stupidness...
I think we should all stand up and fight for our freedom. It is not very hard to do that, it's enough just to follow your dreams in order to accomplish it no matter what other people say about them so if you want to be singer then sing even though you don't have some talent for singing (thats what i do all the time, unfortunately for my family who had to listen to me while i do that)you may not become popular singer who others would like to hear but at least you will do something you like... It's even enough to dress the way you want no matter what someone says about combining red and pink if you like it why not (but i really don't think that can look nice, maybe something like some short pink haircut and red coat...anyway who knows)...
Friday, 20. June 2008, 17:32:49
Yeah school is finaly over and now i can relax and think about something else. And I'm so happy that I'm
excellent again... I can finaly
clean my brain from all those mostly unimportant things I have learned cause I had to even that I'm not interested in them such as chemistry (I hate chemistry,cause of chemistry I'm not going to have all A's, it is good taht I'm not going to learn chemistry next year in school)
(does it goes like this)
Anyway, yesterday I was on tv, I have talked something about cheating on exams, and everything was ok except how I looked, I have put my stupid smile like everytime I'm in front of camera and my voice was so changed... I mean, next time when principal ask me too talk for tv I'm not going to accept it...
Hmmm... can't wait to visit Timisoara again I'm so tired of school and I really need to travel somewhere so I can relax far away from my usual enviroment ...
Maybe here
Friday, 22. February 2008, 19:22:14
love poems, some of my quotas
You can't love someone to much,
You can only love someone to less,
If you think that you love some person to much,
Than it means that you don't love that person enough.
When I was led to you
I knew you were the one for me
I swear the whole world could feel my heartbeat
When I lay eyes on you
I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure
So far away
But still so close
So many days
I've had to count
The meaning of life
Comes true when I'm with you
For in me there's a flower growing
Tell him through the winds I am here
Whisper through the breeze not to fear
Taste it by the rain what I feel when you hold me
Reach out for the winds that we share
Then you will feel I am near
Taste it by the snow, I am here where you left me
I told to the mourning tree
The long way home
Is never too far
Unless you've reached the end of life
My deepest wish
Comes true when I'm with you
For in me there's a miracle growing
Friday, 15. February 2008, 17:15:24
diary
Hmmm...
I have just felt very strong Earth shaking in my room
and all stuff in room started to shake and my chair too. Well I think it was strong one because I really felt it not only see it...
ps. It was little bit scary ...
Anyway, today I will finaly fix my comp. after few weeks (maybe even months) can't wait to play on it again...
Thursday, 6. December 2007, 18:52:49
This is proof that every triangle on this world is isosceles ofcourse there is mistake. Find it and than you can tell me what do you think.
OP = OP
AP = BP (=1/2 AB)
Angles APO and BPO are also equal(=90)
That means that triangle APO is homologous to BPO
That means that OA=OB.
OC=OC
angles ACP and BCP are also equal, and also QOB and ROA
That means that triangle ORC is homologous to OQC
That means that CR=CQ
Now:
OA=OB
OR=OQ
Angle is 90
That means that triangle AOR is homologous to BOQ
That means that AR is homologous to BQ
So that all means that AC=BC so that means that all triangles are isosceles
which is of course wrong.
Tuesday, 20. November 2007, 16:09:04
diary
yeah ,from tomorow i will have 30 minutes lessons ( it was 45 minutes before ) because my teachers want higher salary so they don't want to work full work time. that is so great because i'm not going to wait 1 hour until lessons begin cause of bus . i will be in school right on time ( ok maybe little bit earlier but it is ok ). i like to go to this school it is so much better than my primari school i mean this could never happen in my primari ?!
Tuesday, 13. November 2007, 19:18:52
Again, I'm talking about human rights, but that is what badger me these days
(and school, and love too :-( ). Well today we learned something about marrige,
divorce,etc. from geography. So why I'm talking about this , we
learned that in Serbia after marrige there is four chooses for women, she keep her last name,
she can take husband last name, keep her and take his, and they can choose some other.
Of course in most of cases women take her husband last name ( I think that is stupid,
but what to do that is because of society ). But we learned that only women had chooses,
why?, maybe because for man is normal to keep his last name, I mean if someone ask man "Do you
want to keep your last name?" on wedding everybody start laughing because it is 'normal' to answer
yes, I think it is not even suppose to be question. Why everything need to be 'normal' for
society, well maybe I want to keep my last name, I mean why not, maybe I want to marry women ( I'm not
going to do that, I'm str8 and nothing else, this is just example ) , maybe, etc.there is so much maybe, but they will be all
unacceptable for our society, even in countries in which it is allowed many things society will
look at that opportunities not very good. But why gay people shouldn't suppose to have rights,
like str8 people ,to marry each other, they are also human beings so they suppose to love who they want,
everywhere on planet Earth there is someone who is gay and there was always ,even before, that sexuality, even
when our grandparents lived, only different is that ,that now many people admit that they are gay (but there is still
those who are afraid to admit it) and before not many people were enough brave to admit it. Why society is against it,
I mean there are people like we are ,but they are different on some way,aren't we all different on some way. I
mean there are people who like metal music,there are people who like hip-hop, turbo-folk, classical, rock, there are
people with long hair, there are with short, and there are without hair at all. Then there are people who are black, white,
yellow but 'cause of racialism we can't say that they live with better rights then gay people. O ,yes did you noticed that
in last time on news many times they talk about neo-nazi , what is happening, I'm suprised 'cause of that,
are we coming back in '40 ?! Aren't we all in 21st century or some of us stayed in 20th century ,if someone stayed plz.
wake up and live in present ,don't live in past ! Like this with last names and not only that ,function of women and man in
marrige ( someone think that now it is better, explain why, before women worked only in house, and nowhere else, but
now in many marriges women work everything not only in house but she have work also, where is improvement there ), almost
everything is completely the same like in prahistory .
I couldn't remember more examples, but main story is here , if you have something more to say about this or you want too
say your own opinion about this write a comment to me!
Wednesday, 10. October 2007, 16:05:25
somewhere far from your side, I want a place to hide
Hello!
Welcome to my blog!:-)
I hope you will like it!
Two days ago I went to my high school, amd I had english (o yeah I forgot to say my english is not very good, so
don't complain to me for that). We were reading some lection about England. And then my teacher start to talk
something about english people, from what I find out that she have very bad opinion about english people.
She started to talk some terrible things about them and she expected from us to agree with her. I think that
it is very stupid to hate some nation because someone that you met from that nation was bad to you. Also to think
something bad about country in which you never were, like my teacher of geography she hate India and she
talk to us everything bad about India. I hate that, because, I like to see everything and to hear other people story
that also saw that, and on that way to make my own opinion about something or somebody. And I don"t like to be
closed to every other meaning that disagreeing with my but I am not going to accept that if I don"t like it.
Anyway why I was talking about this.Here on my opera you can met a lot of people from many nations, and they are all
different on some way, they all have something that makes them different from other people. But isn"t that
opportunity to think for ourselves and to make our own opinion about something, makes us human beings. I mean
what is reason of life if someone makes some rules that we all must to accept even if we are disagreeing with it .
We are then not human beings, if we agree with everything what someone who is strong or rich and who have
power to make rules said, then we are just some bodies that walk and do what other people want us to do. I am not
making some revolution now, like "fight against rules, etc." some of rules are really good but isn"t it better to we by ourselves
find out what is good and what is bad, because if we choose something by ourselves we are going to accept that better than if
someone told us to do or not to do that . There is one simple example for that : if on some drink writes that children younger
then 18 doesn"t suppose to drink it of course they will all buy it only cause of that, but if it is not written on botlle then
they are not going to buy it ,because at least in my town it is expensive, it is must cheaper to buy some other drink; or if
on some movie on TV it says that it is forbiden for younger then 18 at least they will stay to see what is happening in movie (at least I :-) ).
Also it is very bad if parents make their children to go to some school that they don"t like. I remember when I supposed to choose
which school to sign in , my parents were simply against my choose to sign in some at least in Serbia school for boys but they
couldn"t make me change my mind. And now when I am going to that school I am happy because I am really interesting in
computers and electronics and I enjoy every day in school and I really like to go to school, I am good pupil I have
best grades, and all because I wanted to sign in that school. But if I were listening to my parents and sign in some other school
like first I wouldn"t met some very good people, and I wouldn"t be happy because I didn"t choose that. So I"m just saying that
everyone suppose to have rights to choose.
That is what I mean if you want to say something to me about this, you know what to do, just send a comment to me.
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