hannathan

i called him but nobody. it's tender pain...so lonely... i am so lonely... i have nobody.

today is a beautiful day but am just at room and look through the window. i have not gone out many days and nights. i called many times but till no him. i think he always be there for me that not will. i know i too desire of him and our love. however i cant do anything else. do you think i've blinded by my love for him?

it turns dark. i flit the door and out to the balcony, the wind seems to fondle and whisper to me that it s not pain, you r not lonely... i m here with you.... tomorrow is full moon day. i will see moon again which is one of my dear friends.

i talk to my mom on phone for a moment. i get better. she has to cut phone of to cook.