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Another dollar as they say, wish it were true... Well maybe another minute... So anyway I have been working on a new poem bit its not coming the way i want it.

So today I'm rediscovering some of my weird-ish vibe... Oh i don't know what you call it... Just music, fuck putting it into a box.

Dead Can Dance, Enigma, some chants... Then I switched it to Leonard Cohen, and some celtic sounds like the high kings ... And my favorite bag pipes... They always give me wood.

So I'm all off in a new headspace, peaceful yet energized...

Anyway new band I'm just hearing about mumford & sons check them out... Rock mixed with a little folk i guess is the best description.

I think this started the other day (back to the headspace people follow along would ya) when i rewatched "Fight Club". Man that movie is just one that i don't mind the review... Its kick ass in so many ways.

A mind vendetta on a different level... Putting little kinks in where they belong... Such violence bringing revolution to the psychy... Anyway I'm just rambling now.

So anyone reading can answer why do you read blogs? I like to read others stories, see what's happening around different parts, and keep up with some of my favorite things.

On that note I'm gone... Catch ya on the flipside.

Ahh so an arrangement between love and lust. Love yes you can love just about anything, but lust, lust invokes such strong emotions. I dare say that you can have love without hate, its loves cousin often repressed and scolded that is the true mirror. Lust what everyone refers to when they say the pc term "love", such a word that makes me cringe.

Its true for you can love a cat or a book or a juicy steak... Okay at times ill lust after a steak... And don't ask or i might decide to tell how.

But lust true lust is left to desire, i am but a week minded male and i do know lust well.

Maybe love is a word created by women who made it up to make themselves feel better about accepting the status queo(sp) or men of lesser stature who can no longer get it up or people that never knew desire.

Of course you ninnies I'm talking about sex, sexuality, sensuality, however you want to put it. Come now of course there can be love, but the feeling of watching a woman walk down the street and i see in my head the highlight reel of what i would like to do to her well... That is desire that is lust.

Love is an afterthought given by lust. Love comes after the spewing of ones loins into, onto or, around your partner or yourself. Whatever might float your boat.

I say that lust should be acted on more then love. Love is what you get when lust is gone and you are stuck in the day to day... Such a pathetic word at times...

Sin they say its a sin but is it really? To act upon those temptations to perform the ritual of the flesh... I say enjoy all yoi want for sooner or later it shall be lost and you will be left wanting it back.

A new word should be designed around lustful desires of the flesh?

I don't know... I think we are good with just the words we have we just need to change the minds of the simple people, who are afraid of their sexuality. Tie them up and assault their bodies with fetishes ... I guess we can't do that but it sounds like fun.

Anyway. Sorry went off on a bit of a tangent... I will let you go now

Whatever... Song: Rough Sex, by Lords of Acid. Enjoy

Movie: Crash (1996)

Another interesting night

Scorned by the romance of the event. Candles lit, one of her favorite movies started and key lime pie equals a long fucking night.

Subject gets home blows out the candles, starts an arguement, and puts in a different movies after refusing the pie. Fuck you too

So I ask myself wwswd aka what would snow white do, rofl. I know what I wanted to do but somehow its frowned upon. Myself I took two benedryl and went to pass out... Ya me!

Not able to sleep I did what I always do, had deep intellectual conversions with myself... Subjects range from spanking the monkey to the state of affairs in greece. Not that I'm greek, but I find it interesting that the rest of the EU countries would rather kick them out then truly attempt to help them and by all means I'm not an expert... But are they that truly fucked they'd rather treat it like a horse and put a bullet in it, then attempt to save it? Maybe.

I dropped that subject and went on to another... Steak. I was getting rather ravenous at this point and I knew I didn't have one but i really wanted a steak... With garlic and rosemary butter on top.

well thst sucks accidentally ddididdidid a pocket send .. ya anyway to continue. Steak medium rare, and more rare then medium, I wanted the juices to drip down my chin. alright thst made me hungery and horny at the sametime... I know amazing how my mind works right?

So i got out of bed around midnight made myself a snack and went back to thinking. Well by thst point i was beyond the point so i just spanked the monkey and took a shower. I dont know which it was but i was finally able to fall asleep... woohoo

So I would ask my readers, if I had any, how their romantic nights go or don't and what they think about the situation in greece... since I'm american we don't get much in the way of news. Finally what is your go too meal of choice?