Hilljayne

Yesterday I had dinner and spent time with my ex-lover...and his current. It was almost surreal. I am so not the type of person who moves on easily. Even though he and I ended our relationship 5 years ago, I still had the feeling of 'Hey, that's MY man!' Truth is, I am involved with someone else now and have been for a year and I do have my hands full with him. But there was like this ownership type feeling I was experiencing the whole evening. As a T-girl, and seeing him with this other T-girl, I couldn't help but feel responsible and a little amused by the fact that I seemed to have started his new dating trend--that of the Trans Woman! He confirmed it too. I can't help but wonder now...because I AM in love with my 'new'
guy...but where does the love go when we end relationships and put people in the old flame category. Obviously the love doesn't die...and it seems to be easily conjured back up.