My OperaDepression, retail, a woman,and cats.
Thursday, February 16, 2006 12:54:45 AM
MUSIC ( Anberlin - BLUEPRINTS FOR THE BLACK MARKET/Never Take Friendship Personal) MOOD: Down and bummed out
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Sounds like a good book, maybe i'll write one.
Well folks if anyone reads this... its time to delve into the inner workings of HS (holysoul)
Its been a bad year so far emotional wise and can't seem to shake. I pms'ed ( i know its strange but i have a empathic gene somewhere that keyed off of my wife and her pms. I hated not being in control of my emotions. I yelled at a customer the other nite.
Here is the story: (backstory) I work retail at a military base. Im in what is called the powerzone which has tvs, electronics, computers and other crap. I was helping a coworker get a tv wrapped up for a customer. The customer walked away and made her way to the clearance items and raised some stink about a box for a dvd player. Another coworker was heading to the stockroom and i asked her to find the box. Now it gets interesting.. My coworker told her that there was no box and walked away. The customer commented that we were lazy and i told her that it was rude of her to say that. After that exchange the rest of the sale went of without a hitch. I HATE STUPID PEOPLE...did i say that again?
I havent felt like myself for a while and not sure what it is... depression, lack of mind or just not caring. I said today to two people that i hate people and women... I dont hate women and I hate people in general. Let me explain.. it goes to what the mood im in at that moment and how i feel about the company i work for and it goes on and on and on etc.................
Depression isnt a fun thing to deal with and i think its all stemming from that.
Im having days that i cant get things done or feel i dont get things done and it makes me feel 2 inches tall. i answer questions but need to stock and do other crap and get it done in 6 hour day.... not gonna happen.
I need to posty this and do other stuff ( addiction - City of Heroes)
If this is read thats cool let me know what you think
Peace and Love, HS
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Sounds like a good book, maybe i'll write one.
Well folks if anyone reads this... its time to delve into the inner workings of HS (holysoul)
Its been a bad year so far emotional wise and can't seem to shake. I pms'ed ( i know its strange but i have a empathic gene somewhere that keyed off of my wife and her pms. I hated not being in control of my emotions. I yelled at a customer the other nite.
Here is the story: (backstory) I work retail at a military base. Im in what is called the powerzone which has tvs, electronics, computers and other crap. I was helping a coworker get a tv wrapped up for a customer. The customer walked away and made her way to the clearance items and raised some stink about a box for a dvd player. Another coworker was heading to the stockroom and i asked her to find the box. Now it gets interesting.. My coworker told her that there was no box and walked away. The customer commented that we were lazy and i told her that it was rude of her to say that. After that exchange the rest of the sale went of without a hitch. I HATE STUPID PEOPLE...did i say that again?
I havent felt like myself for a while and not sure what it is... depression, lack of mind or just not caring. I said today to two people that i hate people and women... I dont hate women and I hate people in general. Let me explain.. it goes to what the mood im in at that moment and how i feel about the company i work for and it goes on and on and on etc.................
Depression isnt a fun thing to deal with and i think its all stemming from that.
Im having days that i cant get things done or feel i dont get things done and it makes me feel 2 inches tall. i answer questions but need to stock and do other crap and get it done in 6 hour day.... not gonna happen.
I need to posty this and do other stuff ( addiction - City of Heroes)
If this is read thats cool let me know what you think
Peace and Love, HS
