My Life From The Basics To Romance

Good Morning! Well I wanted to ask you guys about something. So the same guy from last week texted me and asked if I wanted to come over for a movie at his house and I told him I couldn't cause I had other plans. So he asked if I was sure and I told him yes. I felt so bad that I couldn't go but he decided to make plans for this Saturday which was fine with me except for one thing, he wanted to watch a movie and cuddle. Does he just want to cuddle or is there more to it? Does he want to be friends or is there more to it? In my opinion I think cuddling should be between two people who actually love each other and I honestly don't love him any more. Since we broke up it toke me a while to get over him cause I though he was the one. But as I realized the situation that he left me for one of my close friend, it made me even wonder if he was trying to play me. Its one of those things that its a little too late. I'm so over being someone's second choice that I want to be someone's one and only choice. I know there is no such thing as a perfect relationship but I want a relationship that's worth fighting for, a relationship where I know he loves me with all his heart and with all my flaws. I know that there are guys out there that would love to be with a girl like me but the hard part is finding that one guy. I will say that I've had a hard time knowing if a guy likes me for who I'am or if he likes me for my looks and physical appearance. Now a days it's even harder to find a guy that doesn't just want you for sex. I know that they're out there but it's hard to find. In the end I just want to end up with a guy that I love with all my heart, a guy that has a good personality, a guy with a good career and last but not least, a guy that wants a family with me. I do believe that this will all come to me as I better myself and learn from my mistakes. At the end no one can judge you as long as you're beinging yourself because being yourself is one of the things that you can be without even trying or practicing, it just comes naturally.

Love, Miss Advised