My day today

Sometimes I feel as though I am talking to myself. Noise comes out of my mouth but no one seems to hear the words I am saying. Are they deaf or have I simply lost my voice? Would they pay attention to sign language? If I got up in their faces and flapped my hands and fingers about would they listen then? No punctuation? Sorry, my bad but if I am the only one reading these than I guess punctuation and proper spelling really doesn't matter. I understand and hear myself even if no one else does. It's sucks sometimes but at least I know I won't interrupt myself nor will I call myself names that are designed to hurt and tear a person apart. I know I will not put a gun to my own head nor would I pull a knife on myself or beat myself up just because I walked by myself. If I do any of these to my own self then I need help. I don't hate myself nor do I hate others. It is just me and I have learned a long time ago that no one hears my voice but they read my words. These are my words and I feel empty sometimes because no one else seems to be interested in what I have to say. I guess I am empty space waiting to be filled. I am not an empty space nor am I a whipping post for those who just want to whip on someone. I am who I am and I am good with that.