the good the bad and the ugly

I seriously have no idea where this damned blog is headed. I do not know why the hell did I have to start this stupid thing in the first place. All I knew while I was starting it was that mebbe I’ll write good stuff. I wanted it to be a trial run of sorts for the book that I was planning to write! And now I have no idea what this should contain. It has become just another stupid piece of crap out here in the webspace. But now I cant just end it so abruptly. That would be like a guileless surrender. No. No way. I will continue putting text to the processor. My heart will go on…….. eeeewwwww. That’s the worst Celine Dion rendering ever!

Probably everyone faces the same problem. Everyone faces the same sort of humiliation. Whats the point of writing something that no body is reading. Probably that’s when the phrases like ‘ I write it for myself’ and ‘these are my thoughts for myself’ come into play. Mebbe that’s the only way to extract some dignity out of what is surely a failure. Or then again, mebbe blogs are meant to shout out ones frustrations, without bothering about whether or not anyone cares. Because even in the real world no one actually cares. Yes then, I too will rant. And for myself. And it is going to be serious.