Thursday, 18. September 2008, 22:37:32
Ive learned that even the person that wasn't suppose to ever let you down...
probably will.
I will have my heart broken probably more than once..
and it gets harder to recover each time.
I will probably break some hearts as well..
so i will have to remember
how it felt when mine was broken.
I will have a fight with my best friend.
I will blame a new love for things...
an old one did.
I will cry cause time is passing me by too fast..
and eventually lose someone i love.
HERE'S WHAT ILL DO...
Ill take many pictures
Ill laugh too much
Ill love like I've never been hurt
If there's one thing I've been taught...
LIFE IS WORTH LIVING WITH SOMEONE YOU LOVE.
Thursday, 18. September 2008, 22:13:43
Long ago i don't remember when
there was a bench with two friends.
Always occupy no matter why.
Talk about love and life in general.
Happy moments, sad and triumph
weathered those two friends every night
Before they knew it years had past.
Drift far apart, miles separate them
Changed for the better, changed for the worst
Never knowing what its worth.
Someday two friends are wishing they meet again.
Hopefully distance will soon falter and
by chance path they walk on
will lead them together.
Friday, 20. June 2008, 22:30:29
... I'm 6 months away from my 30th bday... and gosh..
as i lay awake at night wondering all the what if's and shouda' beens..
if i turn left instead of right...
if i listened more and paid a lil more attention..
if i tried to stay instead of always looking for the backdoor...
if i was more honest...
if i was more sensitive...
BUT I WAS NOT , I DID NOT AND I CHOSE NOT
SO NOW ALL I CAN SEE IS THIS FOG SO THICK I COULDNT SEE WHAT IS IN FRONT OF ME.
SHOULD I STOP... SHOULD I KEEP GOIN...
I AM SLOWING DOWN... IVE NEVER BEEN THIS SLOW EVER...
BUT I GOTTA KEEP FORWARD. THATS FOR SURE.
Tuesday, 27. September 2005, 01:16:09
we never had a closure... now ur actin like u wanted me back... what do u want me to say? how do u want me to act?.. geezz.. i have feeling to know..tell me what to do?
Tuesday, 23. November 2004, 21:15:48
in you i rest my fate
all i hold up is thy faith
what i will hate is thy help
please allow me to grape.
in you i trust myself
i give up my mortal self
i know how you felt
when i turn around and left
now i allow thee
come and take me
willingly sprung with glee
coz i know with you i'm free
no more hatred,anguish and guilt
i have love,patience and kindness to give
but you have to be there for me
coz without you i will be nobody..8/18/04
