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I have always been in a situation , where I blame the present and then when any change happens ,I think about the past and ask myself ..It was better earlier Isn't it ?



Actually , you will understand the value of one thing or person only when it is not there

Naturally you will start feeling this is better than the earlier one or vice-verse.


So , I am convincing myself to go ahead and not to think about past or future.

Its been a while since I added a post to my Blog. Lot of things happened which made my life very very hectic.

Phase 1 of the major project I was working on finally went live this Tuesday. But the after effects of the go live was unimaginable.


Lot of serious issues came in , which needed immediate resolution.

My managers are treating the go live as a failure. However, according to my its my biggest success till date. For the past two months or so, I have been working day and night.

No time to talk to my parents over phone, No time to eat and no time to sleep.

I used to return home by 1AM /2AM . I used to hit the bed when it was early morning.

Workload and pressure was so high that I had to do all the work...(One Woman Army ) .

My friends and family members started scolding me.

Our project is based on On-site - Offshore Model.

Post go - live our on-site manager escalated saying that Offshore has not worked at all and all the post go live issues are because of Offshore.


When Success comes, Everyone wants a share...If its a failure, then only one person(i.e, I should take the responsibility).

My manager @ offshore read out that escalation email and asked me " Aren't you angry ?"

I was very very tired.If were normal I would have broke the computer screen . I was half sleepy and did not have strength to even get angry .

I answered him back saying "Dog's tail cannot be straightened ".

Its very difficult to change a person's character and this person is also like that.

No matter how much you work...Its OK not to get any appreciation but its hard to accept a false statement that you did not work at all. It hurts. Only I know that how much stress I went through .

If I did not work then how the hell did the project go live on time.

People are so selfish. No recognition for my work.

But I can guarantee one thing. No other resource in my project could have done better than me in this project.

I hope someone is seeing my performance and hope I get the recognition I deserve.

A.R.Rehman comes out with yet another beautiful composition for Hero Motors.




Mp3 version of the Hindi song can be downloaded from

http://www.arrahman.com/v2/download/hero-hindi.zip


Enjoy

I am going to change my mobile ringtone to this

Empty Vessel make the Loudest Noise.Everyone might have heard this proverb million times but have you ever witnessed it?



I have witnessed it.Many people simply shout and make unnecessary noise ??? And in most of the cases these ppl will be in a higher authoritative position in a professional work area

Initially the kind of noise they make will make you very uncomfortable but soon after couple of interactions with those noisy creatures you will realize that actually they are like that because their top floor is empty. Wondering what and where a top floor is? Top Floor is an area where for normal human beings Brain will be located

Now the next question is , despite having an empty top floor why the hell are they shouting ?

Answer is very simple, ppl try to hide their weakness through all such non-sense things.Most importantly, since they are in an authoritative position they take the most advantage of the managerial power they have.

By shouting, they screw the developer's life.

In a software industry there are just two ways to survive.

The first one is the easiest which 90% of the people would prefer to follow - SAY 'YES' for all the stupid things the manager says :d.

Example :

Manager : Hey look outside(Manager looks at a CAT outside). That's a COW isn't it?

Developer : No Sir, it looks like a CAT to me.

Manager : No No , its a COW . See Properly.

Developer : Oh ya you are right. Its a COW.

Manager : Good.(Thinks and tells within his mind to himself "Humko ek chamca mil gaya" ( " I got a slave / follower who will do anything that I Say")

Now , coming to the second way . Hmmmm i have to admit that its the toughest. You have to put your heart and soul and work very very hard but the outcome is not in your hands.

In the process, you will lose out your time with you dear ones, you will lose your health , you will lose your happiness.

In turn, what you gain is

1. Bad name or complaint despite working well.
2. Bad Health condition.
3. More anger and frustration. Here the most difficult thing is you cannot vent it out on anyone and it will reside in your heart and push you into depression.

4. Trauma


But one thing which i would like to emphasize on is ,the time will come when the developers who fall under the second category per my classification will shoot back . Normally the bounce back will be very powerful as so much pain and anger would have got accumulated inside them after such a long traumatic experience.


Volcanic Eruption is the most dangerous thing that can happen to any nation.

I have literally reached the final stages of tolerance level. I am not sure when I am going to burst out my anger.

I feel that a person's behavior depends on his/her upbringing and family background.

Its very strange and weird that even Rowdies are part of Software Industry.Barking dog does not bite but silent dogs can bite


Probably this is one of the lengthier blog post I have posted so far.

Disclaimer :

"ALL CHARACTERS AND SITUATIONS PORTRAYED IN THE ABOVE POST ARE NOT FICTITIOUS BUT REAL .
ANY RESEMBLANCE TO REAL PERSONS,LIVING OR DEAD,IS NOT COINCIDENTAL BUT DELIBERATELY DONE "


Enjoy the post

Forced perception is a wonderful concept in photography and images using the technique of forced perception does come out really well.


Check out this link for few such samples.

http://funnyjunk.com/funny_pictures/1784018/Forced+perception+pictures/


Now the obvious question here is why i suddenly took this topic to write on.

I don't know who named this technique but "FORCED PERCEPTION" happens in our life too.

Most of the times , your opinion dies out and you just get lost in the crowd.

You are forced with a decision made by someone else and have to live with it.



I wish I could write more but words are not flowing that easily today.

Will be back again with something more interesting and worth reading