Saturday, August 4, 2012 3:43:19 AM
britt nicole britt, unloved, depression, scars
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Little girl, terrified
She’d leave her room if only bruises
would heal
A home is no place to hide
Her heart is breaking from the pain that
she feels
Every day’s the same, she fights to find
her way
She hurts, she breaks, she hides and
tries to pray
She wonders why
Does anyone ever hear her when she
cries?
Today she’s turning sixteen
Everyone singing but she can’t seem to
smile
They never get past arms length
How could they act like everything is
alright?
Pulling down her long sleeves
To cover all the memories that scars
leave
She says, “Maybe making me bleed
Will be the answer that could wash the
slate clean”
Every day’s the same, she fights to find
her way
She hurts, she breaks, she hides and
tries to pray
She wonders why
Does anyone ever hear her when she
cries?
This is the dark before the dawn
The storm before the peace
Don’t be afraid ‘cause seasons change
And God is watching over you, He hears
you
And every day’s the same, she fights to
find her way
She hurts, she breaks, she hides and
tries to pray
She’ll be just fine
‘Cause I know He hears her when she
cries
Every day’s the same, she fights to find
her way
She hurts, she breaks, she hides and
tries to pray
She’ll be just fine
‘Cause I know He hears her when she
cries
She’ll be just fine
‘Cause I know He hears her when she
cries
Saturday, May 5, 2012 1:51:06 AM
the life of words filing my head
Sunday, April 22, 2012 3:59:09 PM
I'm here now. still standing after all your words
Sunday, April 22, 2012 3:59:00 PM
I'm here now. still standing after all your words
Thursday, March 29, 2012 7:08:21 PM
So today i sit
I try to write happy thoughts
let them spill out of me
Can one really write about the sun
shining,
the light beaming down on us.
Can one really write about love
if it doesn't exsit at all.
I try to be all smiles
but my weakness hurts so much.
I walk through the park
all the birds singing
the children playing.
A man 6ft tall comes
and hurts them all.
How can I write happy thoughts
if things bad keep happening.
Nothing is good in this world.
Nothing is good on this earth.
Our lives are just running away from us each day.
Friday, February 24, 2012 12:58:25 AM
I need help im so scared of wht ill do
Tuesday, February 21, 2012 10:27:23 PM
so many mistakes i make
so many friends i lost
so many tears i cry
will i ever
lose this feeling inside
everyday i feel
like i dont exist
shall i die
no one will care
everyone could bare my death
im just a lonley molecule
in this big astmosphere
i am nothing
i will never
be anything
no one cares for
so now
i will leave
this earth
leave the place i was created
and move on to a new place
so i can just start over
from scrath
so goodbye
world
goodbye people
who hates me
i am gone
lost forever
no one can find me here
no one can hate me here
no one can be me here