Catatan seorang lelaki

all alone in my room think of you at a rate that is truly alarming i keep looping my memories of you in my head
i pretend that you want me and i fall asleep and dream of alternate realities and i put myself at ease by pretending that she still love me
and i can't stop thinking about you
you never call what do i do and i can't stop thinking about you love
i can't believe i could think that she would just follow me everywhere i go...