Himawari

I know Nothing

Monday, October 15, 2012 1:43:53 AM

I walk on my path with all my knowledge that i know my destiny
I walk on my path with all my knowledge that i know my choice
I walk on my path with all my knowledge that i know my step
But everything become so blur right now, Things change easily and even i am trying to get my self used to it, i found my self left so far behind.

Now, i admitted that i lost about who i am and figuring out it from the beginning.
I cant see things that i used to see on my hand anymore.
It's feel so far from my reach and the fogs block my eyes.
I am asking the sun to shining on my way everyday so i can see the way to that bridge.
I am asking the birds to sing for me so i would never lost because there is voices.

Can you hear me?
Can you feel my tears?
Can you feel my hurt?
Can you see the butterflies around me whenever you here?

I love you for thousand years and the rest of my life

I feel like my lunch box set. Verbal abuse

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Mei The Clowntanira1 # Monday, October 15, 2012 2:09:33 AM

is this a poetry?
sound painful anyway but strong in faith.

whoever you talked here i wish he/she will never hurt you or i will stand as the first to punch them on the face repeatedly

you deserve the best thing after all your strugle, dont let your self hurt too long.

Kei - The Clown Masterkyosuke316 # Monday, October 15, 2012 2:58:26 AM

Along your path,make a right and i will be there awaiting you so i can open your eyes.

Never lose you are because you will lose those that holds importance to you ne.
Life your head and bask in the sun.
If you fall,i'll hold you up.
So lets continue to do our best for the future ne.

Ganbatte yo.Panda

Himawariishipa # Monday, October 15, 2012 3:19:57 AM

@Ira : get a gun and stand behind me then

lol thanks girl.

@kyo san :

Domo arigatou gozaimasu for backing me up through all my biterness...i believe you did it true.
i just lost for a while i will found my way back.

Kei - The Clown Masterkyosuke316 # Monday, October 15, 2012 3:22:01 AM

oi baka.
no "kyo san" i'm only one year older than you.
i will help you find yourself back

Himawariishipa # Monday, October 15, 2012 3:32:25 AM

okay kyo kun -_- you are difficult yo ...

make sure you find the torch so we will have the light..

Kei - The Clown Masterkyosuke316 # Monday, October 15, 2012 3:36:37 AM

-_- no "kun" either....

no need for a torch....

better dark.lol

Himawariishipa # Monday, October 15, 2012 3:47:41 AM

-_- no san no kun no chan ...doh ..Shinobu sir then..

dark? keep your hands up then

Kei - The Clown Masterkyosuke316 # Monday, October 15, 2012 3:51:18 AM

nope.not shinobu. -_-

my hands are not a problem.

Himawariishipa # Monday, October 15, 2012 4:08:34 AM

when they are on that round part it will be problem in dark way ...

Kei - The Clown Masterkyosuke316 # Monday, October 15, 2012 4:16:42 AM

but i need to find a way out and since lights,i have to feel around

Himawariishipa # Monday, October 15, 2012 4:28:12 AM

told you to get the torch

Kei - The Clown Masterkyosuke316 # Monday, October 15, 2012 4:31:58 AM

but its better this way ne

Mei The Clowntanira1 # Monday, October 15, 2012 4:40:39 AM

a gun? i dont have gun...

why you both need torch

Kei - The Clown Masterkyosuke316 # Monday, October 15, 2012 4:43:34 AM

don't worry about that.

we are on a hunt

Himawariishipa # Monday, October 15, 2012 4:47:42 AM

too bad Ira you dont have gun then you cant protect me

hunt? hunting pandas

Kei - The Clown Masterkyosuke316 # Monday, October 15, 2012 4:47:49 AM

nope.so come with me *extends hand*

Himawariishipa # Monday, October 15, 2012 4:48:55 AM

*get the hand* where we go?

Kei - The Clown Masterkyosuke316 # Monday, October 15, 2012 4:50:34 AM

somewhere you might enjoy.

Himawariishipa # Monday, October 15, 2012 4:59:12 AM

Bikini buttom

the place i can meet spongebob?

Kei - The Clown Masterkyosuke316 # Monday, October 15, 2012 5:01:03 AM

sure thing.lol

Himawariishipa # Monday, October 15, 2012 5:02:23 AM

you are squedward lol

Kei - The Clown Masterkyosuke316 # Monday, October 15, 2012 5:05:18 AM

nooooooooooooooooo!!i am not that mean yo!!i want to be mr krab.i love money,but hate spending.lol

Himawariishipa # Monday, October 15, 2012 5:13:54 AM

ughh mr. crab is greedy

he even take money from spongebob..his employee -_-" cho mean yo

Kei - The Clown Masterkyosuke316 # Monday, October 15, 2012 5:26:46 AM

i know!that is me.lol

Himawariishipa # Monday, October 15, 2012 5:35:22 AM

-_-" ughh then Ira is Patrick

Kei - The Clown Masterkyosuke316 # Monday, October 15, 2012 5:37:51 AM

good one!

Mei The Clowntanira1 # Monday, October 15, 2012 5:45:58 AM

But patrick is stupid >.<

Kei - The Clown Masterkyosuke316 # Monday, October 15, 2012 5:49:07 AM

is he?

Himawariishipa # Monday, October 15, 2012 5:53:17 AM

but patrick is spongebob's best friend

and he loves gummy

Kei - The Clown Masterkyosuke316 # Monday, October 15, 2012 5:54:03 AM

Mei The Clowntanira1 # Monday, October 15, 2012 5:57:03 AM

so mean.
Patrict sometimes use his pants on his head thats why he is idiot

Kei - The Clown Masterkyosuke316 # Monday, October 15, 2012 6:02:28 AM

its oke Ira!you might be perfect for that role!

Mei The Clowntanira1 # Monday, October 15, 2012 6:42:25 AM

Shup up kyoko!

or i will cut off your nails

Kei - The Clown Masterkyosuke316 # Monday, October 15, 2012 7:02:46 AM

want a slipper to your head?

Himawariishipa # Monday, October 15, 2012 2:39:02 PM

@Ira : dont broke Kyo's nails

they looks awesome in black nail polish

@Kai : GANBATTE YO!!!

Himawariishipa # Monday, October 15, 2012 2:46:18 PM

okay

ganbatte for me

Mei The Clowntanira1 # Monday, October 15, 2012 7:08:13 PM

Originally posted by kyosuke316:

want a slipper to your head?

want gummy in your hair?

Himawariishipa # Tuesday, October 16, 2012 12:12:40 AM

Mei The Clowntanira1 # Tuesday, October 16, 2012 7:57:39 PM

you know what Deb

even its only 30 minutes of meeting because you were busy with your job, i do really appreciated it. I respect all of your privacy rules., but seriously

you were the one that i've met from internet and i do love you as my sister.
i know you might think the idea of Kim was lame and weird but you saw and proved it with your self, even Kim cant take his attention when you talking and smile. You might be not like models out there , you might be not like other girls out there with make up, heels, mini dress, curly brown hair like models, and lipstick. But what i saw is YOU for who you are

i wrote down here because i want people know how i ADMIRING you and i dont know if i can meet you again later and thank you for welcomed me with special Indonesian food that really spicy

i bet you will be good along with Kim

oh well you two have met each other

*nobody can be jealous*

Mei The Clowntanira1 # Wednesday, October 17, 2012 4:01:27 PM

why?

Himawariishipa # Wednesday, October 17, 2012 4:15:02 PM

Saru chan : i missed you

Himawariishipa # Thursday, October 18, 2012 9:16:50 AM

@Ira : Nobody is jealous

you have talked to my bf he is kind of cool sexy monkey

and nobody will replace him

Mei The Clowntanira1 # Saturday, October 20, 2012 3:26:48 AM

yes i know, he is kinda dummy

but good to hear that. You both trust each other just it still not make sense