Shigatsu no onna

Wow, should i dance or singing for back to this place and writing again well honestly i missed this place i was just too busy with life and work.

Things gone so fast and i dont even cant breath just to count 1,2,3,4,5,6 then it already on 100

Here, i come up here with something on mind and as usual, i would never ask you who dont like to read about my mind.

Since i was sick and life getting tough in some part, i do take one step backward not to give up, But to set once more "where i will lead this life on?"

Life is not easy as people says, but we can make it easier by never give up on what we want or what we dream about.

Here i will talk for all of you that you think your self as doormat, second choice, replacer, second gf, second friend, second option in your team work, why nobody read your blog (well i am sure only 5 persons do really read what i wrote here ). You keep thinking and asking why they threating you like this?
Is that because we are poor, not beautiful, not smart or just not cool?
i can understand that well because i have experienced that i know how its feel being an option, i know how its feel not being priority, i know how its feel being doormat.
They only come to us when they have problem, then when they already happy they forget us or just put us aside.

Hey, listen up

its lie if you dont feel hurt, its lie if you dont get offended for being "last option" but its great because people like us will always cares and love them with honest and pure.

they only come to us just to wipe their tears but they forget to share their laugh with us. Never regret for what you have done. LOVE WITH HONEST AND PURE.

you maybe not in their all social sites, you maybe not in their list of "most cool friends/family/love/co-workers" but remember one thing. Its not big deal where do they put you, but its matter for what you have given to them.

Never step back for being good people, never close your self to heard them that hurt, never turn your back on them that need your smile. Just take a rest if you tired, but never stop being good person. Because only this that can make us different.

Be a giver not a taker.