Trap't In A Storm

About me

STRUGGLER, im just trying too make my life right...... I was born in aus' from a greek born mum and a south amarican born father. Most of days of growing up was in sydney n s w in tha south.In brighton-le-sands after spending 6yrs in greece thats how old i was when i got here. Then this around the time i could see i had not been like other kids. I started to think why i didnt have a dad here teaching me.Or why my muma never was here to drop me of to school. Things like that all ways play'd so i just grew worse'an'worse.year ''after'' year. At 4yrs old i was touching girls 'tits' sitting on year six's girls laps playin wit and making year 4girls horny. At year five i was like a boss had half the school ether sacred,or looking up to me or just stuned.See i might B koky but i gotta tell it like it is/;I had been taken in grandparent's gave me shelter love& help but never did i care always running away not seeing there love always never cared stealing with no shame.Year six i was bring blades too school thats how craze i would just to fit in B the coolest one even tho my life is SHIT:!only one of me,.Yr 7 were i started to show i'm "tha"kid" that don't give a shit! I think the devil took over me. School just was not 4me teach'es just could not handle me or help me!my school psych told me get on the right road! I told tha bitch the road i'm on chose me! yr'8' kick't out 4 good (no school) curupting ,influent's too many kids everyone mums/teachers, would say.'ect'Not attending,smoke started to rise around this time just getting fuck't to fuck ìf aa yea. Around this time i was 16 I think! an under acheave'r headin for dead' on tha streets,doing crime,getting into street fights thats one thing i was none at school scraping,day2night crimnal mind-ed just ta survive in this world. ( I bet it was just lonelyness inside my hart wantin love).Now i b growin old'r an wise'r but still young &even dumb&crazei. Then drugs became tha in thing, So i husle'd leading into a life of a gangsta,with killer's on the streets. Its funny when people think I'm acting,bluffing. Like i chose this life or somethin.I would do anything 2 trade shoes with YOU!!This Fucken Curse't hopeless life chose me.Then a few year later i ended up LOCK'T UP'(something i am not proud)but it has show me a lot of things even my real mates (none) but my girl who i never thort would stick by me for two years away & still can be if i don't do right.For this i love her give her my my life if she wants theres no girl well not many who a good as her loyal & true for i will right her a song when i make it.END 4 now j2craze but not so much all my kids out struggling and my peeps keep your head, try ta do right i'm still chasing my dreams .u can acheave.beleave lifes all ups and downs we all bleed we all live one time rip homeys died so early live ur life too the foolist im out j2craze aka jonie

My work

no name's .But now labour well trying to any way. Bit hard when your crimmnal file is your resume. just need to make music for my dreams. Now i'd like to think i'm a writer ever since i could right i would right my pain,thort's .rymes poetry is my life now. just want to make music or at least one album.................now im a songwriter and an artest.But not publisht no work still wrrighting waiting chasing my dream
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