Sunday, April 3, 2011 3:15:38 PM
kira, light, REAL, love
im lost for words now..
i cant feel my heart beating..
my eyes are blurred and this lines that says:
Because I love you
You don't have to worry about anything
My Darling, Stay Gold
If I can keep smiling innocently
Each and every day...
has occupied my ears and my mind was wandering what does this song really mean?
i am lost in this labyrinth..
but i keep this feeling and still hold unto this..
i don't regret choosing you knowing sadness awaits me,
i know i will fall for you again and again..
Monday, March 28, 2011 5:04:48 AM
kira
stop! ive forgotten my identity..
i guess i have to go back and fetch myself before i continue walking with someone i dont know..
bye.. i'll stop by here..
having hard time thinking who i am, who are you..
Thursday, February 10, 2011 11:50:40 AM
kira, emo
im so sad now,
i know its my fault but why is it like this?
i cant sleep,
i think of you..
i dont know..
i guess your decision's final..
i should be gone now..
disappear!
Monday, February 7, 2011 4:27:45 AM
what am i doing here?
im sitting in front of Suzzie, typing words unclear to me..
telling the secrets of my heart..
its February, the month of love as they say..
celebrating St. Valentine's day..
but do all people celebrates?
of course not,
especially to those relatives of the victims of St. Valentine's massacre..
those who have lost their loved ones,
those who have broken family and separated from their beloved friends..
many people say that Feb 14th is a romantic day to be celebrated
but i dont want to mark the day just to celebrate a "love day" just once a year.
i usually spent Valentine's Day without someone with me.
just hanging outside..
waiting time fly by..
yes, i have ex lovers but i dont know why every Valentine's Day i am alone..
maybe i dont deserve them..
before i go, let this letter fill you..
hmmmm..
baby, i dont know when will i see you..
i dont know when will i spend a single day with my head on your shoulder..
every morning i think of you,
every moment i ask myself what are you doing?
if youre okay, how are you feeling..
you make my mind wandering every second of everyday..
now, im "trying" to keep quiet of what im feeling,
i dont know if this is right anymore..
so i keep my lips shut,
my eyes blurred,
i dont want to see you cry when she leaves you,
i dont want to hurt any of you..
do i have the right love at the wrong time?
im stuck on you
but i am happy to love you..
you may think ive forgotten you,
that im keeping a distance but you know i cant do that..
i love you and i dont have plans of staying away..
i will wait.. i will.
babe
this is what i’m begging..
can i be the only woman who stay with you and holds your hands
my significant thing is you.
i’m afraid that you would leave.
i wouldn’t let you go.
how can i keep you this way?
how can i?
i know i can but will you be strong enough to leave them and not me?
Tuesday, January 25, 2011 1:11:02 AM
emo kira, world, REAL
ano ba ang napapala ko sa alak?
panandaliang aliw na sakit ng ulo ang katumbas kinaumagahan..
pansamantalanang kaligayahan na nagpapalalim ng kalungkutan sa pag alala ng nakaraan..
halakhak na tumataginting sa likod ng sakit..
taba sa chan na kinaiinisan kong tingnan..
barkada na laging anjan pero ang hirap lapitan..
lahat ng labi na sumasagi sa baso ng alak na umiikot sa kumpol ng mga kalokohan ay may tinatagong pait..
nais mapansin pero di mabanggit..
gusto makaramdam ng ginahawa pero nakadaragdag sa bigat ng bawat isa..
naubos na ang alak pero lalo lang akong nahirapan huminga..
sana kasama sa pagkagumon ng isipan ko ang lungkot sa puso ko..
naiwan akong tuliro at bangag,
nasiyahan ng minsan ngunit nanatiling walang imik sa idinulot ng alak sa puso't isipan..
anong napala ko?
anong nakuha ko?
Tuesday, January 11, 2011 5:17:18 PM
speechless, song, music
im just so..
SPEECHLESS NOW..
"What I Wanted To Say"
I should've done something
Again I did nothing
Watched us separate
What should I do now
Run and chase you down?
I can't hesitate
'Cause all I wanted to say was something real
All I want you to know is how I feel
All I wanted to give was my heart
But I'm stuck here at the start
It's on the tip of my tongue but I'm still afraid
Sometimes the only things words do is get in the way
Sometimes the easiest things are the hardest to say
But I don't want to lose you, drive you away
Don't want to confuse you, I need you to stay
Only wish you knew what I wanted to say
Only wish you knew what I wanted to say
My hands are shaking
I'm yours for the taking
Don't you hesitate
Please just do one thing
One small sign, something
Let's jump off the edge
'Cause all I want you to say is something real
All I wanted to know is how you feel
All I want you to give is your heart
But we're stuck here at the start
It's on the tip of my tongue but I'm still afraid
Sometimes the only things words do is get in the way
Sometimes the easiest things are the hardest to say
But I don't want to lose you, drive you away
Don't want to confuse you, I need you to stay
Only wish you knew what I wanted to say
Only wish you knew what I wanted to say
It's on the tip of my tongue but I'm still afraid
Sometimes the only things words do is get in the way
Sometimes the easiest things are the hardest to say
But I don't want to lose you
I don't wanna lose you
No I dont wanna lose you
No I dont wanna lose you
I should've done something, I should've done something
I should've done something but I never wanted to
I should've done something, I should've done something
I should've done something but I never wanted to
(I don't want to lose you, drive you away)
I don't wanna lose you
(I only wish you knew what I wanted to say)
No I dont wanna lose you
(What I wanted to say)
I should've done something, I should've done something
I should've done something but I never wanted to
I should've done something, I should've done something
I should've done something but I never wanted to
Thursday, January 6, 2011 9:40:40 AM
REAL, light, love, kira
What is real?
According to Online Dictionary:
re·al 1 (rl, rl)
adj.
1.
a. Being or occurring in fact or actuality; having verifiable existence: real objects; a real illness.
b. True and actual; not imaginary, alleged, or ideal: real people, not ghosts; a film based on real life.
c. Of or founded on practical matters and concerns: a recent graduate experiencing the real world for the first time.
2. Genuine and authentic; not artificial or spurious: real mink; real humility.
3. Being no less than what is stated; worthy of the name: a real friend.
4. Free of pretense, falsehood, or affectation: tourists hoping for a real experience on the guided tour.
5. Not to be taken lightly; serious: in real trouble.
6. Philosophy Existing objectively in the world regardless of subjectivity or conventions of thought or language.
7. Relating to, being, or having value reckoned by actual purchasing power: real income; real growth.
8. Physics Of, relating to, or being an image formed by light rays that converge in space.
9. Mathematics Of, relating to, or being a real number.
10. Law Of or relating to stationary or fixed property, such as buildings or land.
Based on the facts above, are you for real?
I know you do exist but I can't see you with my naked eyes,
I cant even touch you and feel you with my bare hands,
are you for real?
I want to sit with you under the stars,
I want to sing you a lullaby when you feel sleepy,
I want to see you smile while I am holding your hands,
I want to feel your breath right in front of my eyes.
I want you, can you hear me?
Or you're a mannequin, deaf and insensible..
Can you look at me?
Can you dance with me?
Sing me a song?
Laugh with me?
I have my fairy tales, too.
But I am saving none for you..
...
coz you are my reality..
so am i not real, too?!
Saturday, January 1, 2011 10:49:07 AM
train, kira, emo, world
...
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!
today's the first day of the year..
but i dont know whats bothering me..
i should be happy today..
May is fast approaching but i am very nervous..
im scared, i dont know why..
i want to tell the whole world how im feeling now but i just dont know where to start..
ill just let this consume your time, enjoy..
the day i first met you is like the moment i hop in the train,
many people were having their small conversation of their own..
and i saw you there, smilingly sweetly with the crowd that surrounds you..
you're smile is very appealing..
and you're like a bright shade of green, so fresh and full of energy..
i tried to reach you and you smiled at me..
i was stunned, you even say hi and get close to me..
we had a long talk and get along well..
and a loud beeping sound was heard,
i saw the sign that calls for separation..
i look back at you and the smile didn't fade while she was holding your hands..
as i look at the people that surrounds me, they were all looking at me.
i didn't notice them until the train left with you..
they were asking me questions that i don't understand..
giving me everything i don't even want..
days and months have passed,
you're smiling, she's holding your hands, same train, same smile but am i still the same?
but why cant i hear the squeaking sounds of train? the laughter around me?
the watchful eyes around me that shouts how great you are..
am i really seeing you now or still reminiscing what's left to me?
SILENCE CAME..
you're here in front of me now and you're holding her hand..
she's not the same girl you once held, she's smiles so dearly and grips you tightly..
i cant do anything but silently look in your eyes..
believes in everything you say to me like a 5 year old child..
am i being fooled? did i lost my senses?
no, i just want to see you smile, i just want to make you happy..
i'm just scared of all the possibilities, i am scared..
that if i take you away from her, will you be happy?
or i might just hurt you..
thats the last thing i want to do..
hangul(korean):
eotteokhajyo? eotteokhajyo?
keudaega ddeonaganeyo..
eotteokhajyo? eotteokhajyo?
nal dugo ddeonaganeyo
saranghaeyo, saranghaeyo..
mok nohabulleo bojiman,
keudaen deutji mothaeyo
gaseumeuroman wechigo isseuni..
what should i do? what should i do?
you're leaving..
what should i do? what should i do?
you are leaving me..
i love you, i love you
i cry out to you,
but you can't hear me because
i am only shouting in my heart..
SONG: WHAT SHOULD I DO - JANG GEUN SUK
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sdxsr5AcZ3k&feature=related
Wednesday, December 29, 2010 12:19:29 AM
bye, untitled, miss
how will i ever understand someone who never explains?
but how will he explain if you never give him chances?
bye opera..
bye friends, i will miss you..
+kiaro_delalune
Saturday, December 25, 2010 11:18:59 AM
emo kira kiarodelalune love Saengil Chukahamnida h
ive been hearing good things from you..
ive been seeing good stuffs about you..
but doubt enters my mind..
are you for real?
are you the one?
or youre just another heartache im about to suffer..
though i am young but still i am human,
i have the right to be loved and feel honored.
i have a heart that feels pain, sorrow and sadness..
please, i want nothing but a heart that will be loyal to me.
one who will take good care of me even at my old age
and will always be there to understand me and give me everything i need..
+kiaro_delalune
i feel emo today!
lol. but at least im honest here..
its Christmas Day!
Merry Christmas!
Saengil Chukahamnida Jesus!
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