My Operaopera is like a bullet train, changes occurs so fast..
Saturday, January 1, 2011 10:49:07 AM
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! today's the first day of the year..
but i dont know whats bothering me..
i should be happy today..
May is fast approaching but i am very nervous..
im scared, i dont know why..
i want to tell the whole world how im feeling now but i just dont know where to start..
ill just let this consume your time, enjoy..
the day i first met you is like the moment i hop in the train,
many people were having their small conversation of their own..
and i saw you there, smilingly sweetly with the crowd that surrounds you..
you're smile is very appealing..
and you're like a bright shade of green, so fresh and full of energy..
i tried to reach you and you smiled at me..
i was stunned, you even say hi and get close to me..
we had a long talk and get along well..
and a loud beeping sound was heard,
i saw the sign that calls for separation..
i look back at you and the smile didn't fade while she was holding your hands..
as i look at the people that surrounds me, they were all looking at me.
i didn't notice them until the train left with you..
they were asking me questions that i don't understand..
giving me everything i don't even want..
days and months have passed,
you're smiling, she's holding your hands, same train, same smile but am i still the same?
but why cant i hear the squeaking sounds of train? the laughter around me?
the watchful eyes around me that shouts how great you are..
am i really seeing you now or still reminiscing what's left to me?
SILENCE CAME..
you're here in front of me now and you're holding her hand..
she's not the same girl you once held, she's smiles so dearly and grips you tightly..
i cant do anything but silently look in your eyes..
believes in everything you say to me like a 5 year old child..
am i being fooled? did i lost my senses?
no, i just want to see you smile, i just want to make you happy..
i'm just scared of all the possibilities, i am scared..
that if i take you away from her, will you be happy?
or i might just hurt you..
thats the last thing i want to do..
hangul(korean):
eotteokhajyo? eotteokhajyo?
keudaega ddeonaganeyo..
eotteokhajyo? eotteokhajyo?
nal dugo ddeonaganeyo
saranghaeyo, saranghaeyo..
mok nohabulleo bojiman,
keudaen deutji mothaeyo
gaseumeuroman wechigo isseuni..
what should i do? what should i do?
you're leaving..
what should i do? what should i do?
you are leaving me..
i love you, i love you
i cry out to you,
but you can't hear me because
i am only shouting in my heart..
SONG: WHAT SHOULD I DO - JANG GEUN SUK
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sdxsr5AcZ3k&feature=related
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Kei - The Clown Masterkyosuke316 # Sunday, January 2, 2011 5:12:52 AM
is that a real story or song?
Moonlite Jamaicajamaicaolinarez # Sunday, January 2, 2011 1:34:50 PM
does it sound like a song?
the letters in purple are quoted from a song..
Kei - The Clown Masterkyosuke316 # Wednesday, January 5, 2011 7:15:44 AM
so if it's real,who are the other two?
Moonlite Jamaicajamaicaolinarez # Wednesday, January 5, 2011 1:06:16 PM
i am the
she was tall, dark and sexy..
he was cool, kind and so sweet, he say hi to me..
Kei - The Clown Masterkyosuke316 # Wednesday, January 5, 2011 6:24:21 PM
who is this wise guy?lol
should i beat some sense into his head for ya?
Moonlite Jamaicajamaicaolinarez # Thursday, January 6, 2011 1:22:17 AM
you wanna hit yourself?!
Kei - The Clown Masterkyosuke316 # Thursday, January 6, 2011 3:16:44 PM
Moonlite Jamaicajamaicaolinarez # Thursday, January 6, 2011 3:19:44 PM
hahaha.. why would you?!
Kei - The Clown Masterkyosuke316 # Thursday, January 6, 2011 3:20:33 PM