tonight ***
Sunday, December 3, 2006 3:48:00 PM
at night...sitting in dard, ...not be tired but thinking about my life, ....not be boring and not be sad too but lose the way to future, ....wanna become a famous people, wanna become a richest people, but where's start ?? try my best to study, get many certificate and non stop getting much knowledge, and now I can not find which way I will countinue going, and who is beside me friends -- It's a long time i have not met them, family-- I can not do anything for my family ....sad now, wanna get everything in the world, maybe that make me tired, sometimes I wanna take a rest - relax, where can i go to relax? café -- NO, coffee shop always make me more boring and tired, i don't like crowded places, maybe I just want to be alone in dard -- now.
This evening, I visited my grandparent, they live in the house with themself, only them, They're very old now, I feel very sad . They gave birth to many babies but now They're also lonely....I love them very much....wanna always be beside them but how about my future? I must race against time to run after my future....wish I am not the person who god set a lot of ambition on, maybe now I give up to come back with my family. But I know all of them wanne see I'll become successful woman, they always believe in me so I don't let them disappointed
that is deep in my heart I love my family very much
Try now !! I know all of them are always beside me, I will pass all 
The alone night !!








