Difference between exist and live
Sunday, September 2, 2007 1:06:39 AM
Seven; fifty six. Could somebody please borrow a hipogloss to me? My nose is roast! I think it dosen't support hear the sentence "I gonna blow my nose". This time; it's not only about to cry, is 'cause I'm sick. A psychological cold and in my opinion the worst! Just haven't immunity enough, if there are some to.
I've been thinking with my mind a kind of thing that I couldn't do but I will for him and I can't think about any. I know that there are many, but anny enough to him. Should be something which I can do for him forgive me and believe me completly.
When someone don't trust you because you did something and you didn't think nothing; is correctly.
Think about my case, I did things, I lied many and I didn't matter those people. But my attitudes affecting the only person who I need to live, I matter, I love so much. Nad after this I've been changing and realizing things that I didn't know and nowadays I AM CHANGED. Now I can say that I am a different person but I just cannot change the facts too...
Much feelings are in my heart, my love I gave to him and his love is flowing in my veins, on my heart just have HIM(YOU) and only feelings to blame and disgust of myself.
I don't think that he have to know this, I just wanted him well and trust me, not 'cause I deserve; but 'cause I'm trying with all strength of my body prove to him that I am really changed...
I always exist but with you I'm living...