before they were silver we were gold

There's been some complicated circumstances recently, involving the police and what not but im looking to future. im being positive. If i didnt have eve, i would be a hell of alot worse than i am right now. she's supported me so much..like without even realising it. I havnt been able to find the words to explain it. but il just say, that i feel like the fucking luckiest man on earth. were going on holiday in june and tbh thats all im focusing on. getting there and having a fuckin brilliant time with my best mate. when i think about it, its only these hopes of things to happen that have kept me going, apart from who i already mentioned. the thing is though, none of this would be happening without her either..i owe so much to her man! everyone is comparison is meaningless to me man..
But yeah, for now, im going o keep my chin up, get my shit together, and do the best i can to improve this situation for me and eva-chan. and in regards to all the shit going on in my life, 'tomorrow could be different, so i could take or leave it'.