before they were silver we were gold

This morning i realised that because of my own pointless pride and huge fear in everything that im pushing those closest to me, away. i dont want this too happen! but now that i realise this, maybe i can change it. its not fair the way i treat the person i love above all others, she doesnt deserve it. i have trust issues atm i admit that, but that is getting better and in time wont exist at all. and this is my goal. i want to give this girl the world, shes all that matters to me in life, i swear on my own life thats the truth, i mean it wit all my black lil heart. but now im gonna try, by easing off and tryingabove all else to make sure we have fun together. i just take things to seriuosly maybe.. forget why we fell for each other in the first place. im going to live without fear pride and hate now. everything is going to be alright, i know it is, because she said so..and she really knows the score with us im not scared anymore, im excited and more than anything, horribly head over tits in love, haha sick right?