before they were silver we were gold

I have been doing alright recently, theres a couple things i could do with a addressing.. like my massive addiction or underlying depression, but it doesnt bother me right now. In my mind there are bigger proverbial fish to fry. will have more money soon, which is awesome. not loads more, but more. and thats good enough right now. still got my eye set firmly on the prize and feel as though i have some upward momentum now, so just need to keep that going and delay the inevitable tumble back down. but if i have a safety mat, then it wont be so bad. so thats the plan for now. still madly in love too.