before they were silver we were gold

I have had one of those nights tonight, were i decided to not go to sleep.well not so much a decision,just kinda enjoyed staying awake.you see,im buzzed off my head on my favourite painkillers, tramodol hydrochloride.its not good i know, but i know the risks and have loved them since i was 15,when i first became addicted.i kicked the habit several months later after i was confronted by my head of year in comp. He wasnt impressed. But im not addicted,no need to worry,(like anyone would anyway) i just like to treat myself sometimes..like tonight.and stay up just relaxing and enjoying the comfortable itchy numbness.i guess i better get some sleep now though,got some things to do today..and its already 6.15 am. Im missing eva, maybe more than usual because we spent the entire weekend and more together.i had an amazing time with her..with had a real 'hoot'.she loves owls.i love her. Night..or good morning..pick one.