before they were silver we were gold

Why is it,that when i feel at my most creative,and really wanting to play my guitar or draw a pretty picture, when i try to start, i cant think of a damn thing to play or draw.my mind draws more than me..it draws a blank! Its typical of life though really,when you most want something or most need it, it isnt there..like when i need motivation to go out and renew books at the library or go buy some tabs..my get up and go,has normally got up and left..oh well.its going to be a good day tomorrow,although i have to go to the jobcentre before the fun starts. Eve is coming over for a couple of days and tomorrow we are going to get drunk and watch 'where the wild things are'. Which i have been wanting to see for ages man..im excited.Me and eve are together alot of the time now,so when im apart from her for like 2 days it delp like so much Fucking longer..and i end up just trying to pass hours, and never really feeling very good..untill im with her again.might just be because im madly in love with the girl..i think thats it.its all good.im watching the winter olympics right now, and becoming quite a fan of ice hockey..and when the snow boarding is on its a bonus! I have loved that since i was around 10. Anyway,im rambling so im gonna go now. One love x