My OperaMental Memory Dump Part 1
Saturday, August 14, 2004 6:01:39 AM
Here's my thoughts right now...This'll be explained in the next post, no worries.
God, I'm tired. Freakin motherboard doesn't work. Why don't they listen to me?! Ah well...I hope birthday can cover that. I can sell my current RAM after I find this motherboard works right.
I'm really really really tired. Insomnia sucks. I want to be Steph's Mr. Wonderful. I really do...but how?! If only I wouldn't be so damn hestitant all the time. I really want to make this work better...And maybe start thinking of things to say. Wouldn't that be a change? But if I wasn't so hesitant...I mean...kissing...why be so hesitant?! And it really wouldn't hurt to tell her I love her in person instead of online...But I know I can't talk when I'm going to tell her...I'm a chicken shit!
Maybe I should make this post hidden? No...It's a journal. That would defeat the purpose.
I really do want to be Steph's ideal guy...I just wish I didn't have to pull my freakin hair out over it. I kinda feel like Sam on Sam and Fuzzy. I feel boring. http://www.samandfuzzy.com/archive.php?id=326
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And that, folks, concludes Part 1 of Mental Memory Dump. Tune in tomorrow as I tell you about what I'm thinking about throughout the entire day. God bless and good night. *video cuts out to standard stand-by screen. Five colors over black. *
c-ya
God, I'm tired. Freakin motherboard doesn't work. Why don't they listen to me?! Ah well...I hope birthday can cover that. I can sell my current RAM after I find this motherboard works right.
I'm really really really tired. Insomnia sucks. I want to be Steph's Mr. Wonderful. I really do...but how?! If only I wouldn't be so damn hestitant all the time. I really want to make this work better...And maybe start thinking of things to say. Wouldn't that be a change? But if I wasn't so hesitant...I mean...kissing...why be so hesitant?! And it really wouldn't hurt to tell her I love her in person instead of online...But I know I can't talk when I'm going to tell her...I'm a chicken shit!
Maybe I should make this post hidden? No...It's a journal. That would defeat the purpose.
I really do want to be Steph's ideal guy...I just wish I didn't have to pull my freakin hair out over it. I kinda feel like Sam on Sam and Fuzzy. I feel boring. http://www.samandfuzzy.com/archive.php?id=326
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And that, folks, concludes Part 1 of Mental Memory Dump. Tune in tomorrow as I tell you about what I'm thinking about throughout the entire day. God bless and good night. *video cuts out to standard stand-by screen. Five colors over black. *
c-ya
