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Too much pressure!!! Too much pressure!!!

Tweek, calm down! Drink some coffee...

I must apologise...

Thursday, 4. December 2008, 20:17:43

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... I haven't written anything that makes much sense for ages. I've been busy with work, helping Santa out with packing presenst and my health is getting worse.
I keep the "grip" during work hours, but when I am at home I just want to break down and never pull myself back together. Pain is overwhelming. In the centre of my body, so I am not able to do anything, while it hurts.

I have eaten all Kathy's paracetamol supplies and ibuprofen is no longer working on me.
I am waiting for that moment when it strikes me that I am in very bad shape and it is actually too much for me to handle. But somehow, it's not coming...
I wonder why...

Guess what, guess what, guess what???Snow

Comments

Nikio 4. December 2008, 21:01

You just take your time to rest. I'll keep my fingers crossed for you :wink:

melnichuck 4. December 2008, 21:06

Hm... Try to take a vacation. Go somewhere outside your typical surrounding. Just to make a switch. Try to start jogging or any other sports :smile: Switch your music. Get drunk at last :D Working hard is good, but it's not good when it starts to hurt you...

julka 4. December 2008, 21:28

This unfortunately has got nothing to do with my work. It's work that still keeps the pieces together...

Hermitess 4. December 2008, 22:30

Its hard to live that way. I have my fall apart days & then better ones, I just have to remember on the bad days that good ones always follow.

Is it still the migraines or is it all over now?

Sending hugs & wishes for a better day tomarrow. :heart:

SweetNadia 5. December 2008, 00:54

Aww I'm sorry u had a. bad day. When I have rotten days or I'm sick I like to just sit in dark room with soft music playing. Its soothing 4 me. Sometimes you just need to take a minute to yourself and let it out. Cry scream whatevr u have to do to help u cope with what ur going thru. It may not be something that will go away right then so you gotta cope some how. I really hope u start to feel better.

Nadia

julka 5. December 2008, 08:08

Its hard to live that way. I have my fall apart days & then better ones, I just have to remember on the bad days that good ones always follow.

Is it still the migraines or is it all over now?

Sending hugs & wishes for a better day tomarrow.



It's not migraines - it's the other "bits", I mentioned to you some time ago - it's getting worse now and no meds can control, and docs told me to wait six months in this state, as they think it will just settle down on it's own - as 24 year old "girls" don't get cancer apparently - which we all know is bollocks!

Aww I'm sorry u had a. bad day. When I have rotten days or I'm sick I like to just sit in dark room with soft music playing. Its soothing 4 me. Sometimes you just need to take a minute to yourself and let it out. Cry scream whatevr u have to do to help u cope with what ur going thru. It may not be something that will go away right then so you gotta cope some how. I really hope u start to feel better.

Nadia


Thanks Nadia!

Hermitess 5. December 2008, 16:37

Um yes, i am familiar with 24 year olds getting cancer! p:

Are you feeling any better today?

I'm sorry your doctors are useless tools. Sometimes you gotta be persistant! Again, I'd like to give you a hug but I know I can't reach that far! :lol:

I forget if I've mentioned this... Do you keep a health journal? Keeping track of the symptoms & what's else is going on that might help you figure out your triggers? I've done this & given a summarized version to my doctor, it helps them see a bit bigger picture of what's going on.

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