Too much pressure!!! Too much pressure!!!

This was my first time at the meditation session.
I decided to take new approach of the mind management.
I am not looking for a religion, I am not looking for an explanation of where we're from and what this life is going to turn out like. I just need some peace of mind.

I would like to be able to cut off my body when it hurts, to close myself down to unpleasant people, to concentrate on finding peace and happyness within me and stop reaching out for factors outside and expect them to make my day...

I would like to believem, that every cause has got reflecting effect. That doing good, brings good, doing bad brings bad upon us.
And I have noticed that some time ago. even if I think my frustration, anger etc. will not affect anyone, it always comes back to my life. Very often doubled in it's power...
How good would it be to not even let it out to the world.
How good would it be to be able to stop the bad we receive from others.
How good would it be not to reflect it futher adding strength to it...

Am I capable?



PS. New Opera looks cool, but where are the profile pictures of my friends?

I decided (thanks to some friends:)) to try and get back to taking photos and playing with them.
I had to install Photoshop back on my computer and try to remember what's what... Far to much for my blond head (although I thought some red hair - artificial intelligence would help...). I forget things so much it is pretty scary.
That's why I got angry at myself when I wasn't ablt to get the photos right, and sharp. This will be visible, but anyway - I promised pics of my cats, so there they are:

This is Kotah - she is the angel one, doesn't bite, doesn't scratch and talks a lot...








This is Moomin - she is the devil one, likes to attack Kotah, scratches me as hell, makes mess and is ver very naughty!








But whatever I say, I still like both my cats. I keep saying that when I am old will have twenty cats. And Ian (from work) says this is good, as people will not be able to tell whether I smell of piss because of the cats then...


Another thing that is happening a lot is Mr Jacek lying in the bed all the time











planning extremely complicated things:











which then on the computer look like that:











Of course this is not the only thing Mr Jacek is doing in his spare time. Second (or maybe first - I am not too sure) most important thing is his drum set, which is abused on daily basis which makes me want to scream and hit him in the head with a metal spoon (of the large variety):

























And then there is me at some point somewhere in the mirror:












And as a last thing - the Christmas Pixie.
To make me feel the magick of Christmas a good month ahead!
















I will put some pictures of the caterpillar soon as well, so you know what I meant.
Have all a good evening!

PS. apologies about the sharpness of these, I need to remind myself how to use the camera

A least it looks that way...

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