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Tuesday, 26. August 2008, 16:18:05
Most people will ask why he did it. But i know why - I understand. I don't know the reasons, but I am able to understand it... but I still look at this from the "outside" perspective. I am looking at it as a person who didn't know him well, as a person who would never think that something was wrong.
When you're in depression nobody can see what you're really like. You put this face on and they think it's all fine all great, that there is no worry in your life. And then it strikes...
You leave them all with nothig. And they are left with nothink but... thoughts.
They think that this was unbelievable, that there is an end and that scares them to the bones.
They know that they will not be able to speak to you again, but they cannot feel it yet, their brains work so slow, they are in shock, it makes no sense that theywere able to speak o you yesterday and today... there is just emptiness.
Emptiness is so hard to face. We are left there like small children looking for comfort and someone to hold to...
And then we will grow stronger, forget about the pain... until the next time...
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When you're in depression nobody can see what you're really like. You put this face on and they think it's all fine all great, that there is no worry in your life. And then it strikes...
You leave them all with nothig. And they are left with nothink but... thoughts.
They think that this was unbelievable, that there is an end and that scares them to the bones.
They know that they will not be able to speak to you again, but they cannot feel it yet, their brains work so slow, they are in shock, it makes no sense that theywere able to speak o you yesterday and today... there is just emptiness.
Emptiness is so hard to face. We are left there like small children looking for comfort and someone to hold to...
And then we will grow stronger, forget about the pain... until the next time...
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