Too much pressure!!! Too much pressure!!!

Ok.
I admit - Wigilia (Christmas Eve) was very nice (aside of reading the Bible, which was something new for us, even though Jacek is a Catholic).
Everything was very tasty and the company was great.

I must explain to you that one of Polish traditions during Wigilia is "Opłatek". This is when we are "breaking the bread" and wish each other different things for the coming time (usuallly for he oncoming year).

During Opłatek I was wished at least three times the I get pregnant this year. Like I was 40 or something and telling everyone that I am trying. But wait - I didn't!
Nobody even asked me if I WANT any children!

At first I thought this is rude of them. We are not from a society that is still in middle ages. This is not what every 24 year old girl/woman wants.

And what should someone say to that if they for example are having problems conceiving and are already heartbroken?
Ain't this pretty silly?!?

Well - I hope this is not going to happen again. And I shall continue to say "Thank you, but I'm not planning" whatever the real circumstances are as this is just simply pissing me off!


And as a word of wisdom and a wish for Christmas/Yule/Whatever You Celebrate I want to wish you all:

"MAY YOU ALL GET PREGNANT NEXT YEAR!!!"

~over~

I decided (thanks to some friends:)) to try and get back to taking photos and playing with them.
I had to install Photoshop back on my computer and try to remember what's what... Far to much for my blond head (although I thought some red hair - artificial intelligence would help...). I forget things so much it is pretty scary.
That's why I got angry at myself when I wasn't ablt to get the photos right, and sharp. This will be visible, but anyway - I promised pics of my cats, so there they are:

This is Kotah - she is the angel one, doesn't bite, doesn't scratch and talks a lot...








This is Moomin - she is the devil one, likes to attack Kotah, scratches me as hell, makes mess and is ver very naughty!








But whatever I say, I still like both my cats. I keep saying that when I am old will have twenty cats. And Ian (from work) says this is good, as people will not be able to tell whether I smell of piss because of the cats then...


Another thing that is happening a lot is Mr Jacek lying in the bed all the time











planning extremely complicated things:











which then on the computer look like that:











Of course this is not the only thing Mr Jacek is doing in his spare time. Second (or maybe first - I am not too sure) most important thing is his drum set, which is abused on daily basis which makes me want to scream and hit him in the head with a metal spoon (of the large variety):

























And then there is me at some point somewhere in the mirror:












And as a last thing - the Christmas Pixie.
To make me feel the magick of Christmas a good month ahead!
















I will put some pictures of the caterpillar soon as well, so you know what I meant.
Have all a good evening!

PS. apologies about the sharpness of these, I need to remind myself how to use the camera

I am pretty sure he will not!

Generally I am extremely loud, talkactive and loud person at work. I am not able to explain it - it makes to sense "whatsoever" to people that know me online only.
Some people even think i am gentle - don't get fooled - I am so crazy I can't even control myself.
I honestly think I should be fired, as my behaviour just does not fit office environment. i should be miserable and crappy (or excremental as my co-workers say).
Did I forget to mention? We are not aloud any swearwords.
Not that we obey or respect the authority, as I am lucky to work with crazy and naughty people(Greetings to Kathy, Charlotte and Mr Ian!!! )

So little did I know awaiting another extreeeeemely "interesting" (got the irony? - I really can do irony, though I am not English ) conversation I heard:

Ian, have you still got it up?!?

I must admit - if anyone asks me whether I peed my pants that moment - I am not sure whether I could anser this question honestly...

I've been very busy last week. Mostly shopping...

I needed to spend some money to ged rid of the tension - it that normal?? I don't think so, but I am glad I stopped being as compulsive with shopping as I used to be. I bought only 10 pairs of knickers and... that's it!

Spend about £20.00 and saved my card and myself a lot of trouble by making sure I am sensible...

I also ordered beads for jewellery making from ebaY. It's going to be fun!!

Please can we have a trip?