Julka

You can't kill my mind!!!

Sunday, 16. September 2007, 10:19:30

Sometimes i feel like I'm surrounded by stupidity.
I am so tired of pretending I am more stupid, than I am, just to make people understand what I'm saying.

For fuck's sake! I know that not everybody knows math, or knows how to use computers, or - like me - are not familiar with electric issues, but do we have to pretend that we know everything?

Does everything need to be so easy, so nobody starts to panic??

Every new idea meets the wall of fear. All those stubborn people, who think new will destroy them.
How pathetic is that?

I am sick of gossiping while at work. I am sick of "happy" stupid people, asking me how I am and never listening to the answer.

I need some mind job. I need to meet someone smarter than me, I need to learn!

I am so tired...

I don't wanna be an Angel I just wanna be... GOD!!!New...

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7kropek # 19. September 2007, 14:40

I know what u mean !
You're describing the same situation like mine.
Paul - the fu.ckin idiot with cute smile on his krasnoludkowa face

- still cant understand, that for me the most important are some things: fluently working, speed, right papers etc. He doesnt care about that, cause he's more interested situation outside (temperature and wind), my breakfast, my dinner, my fuc.kin wee-time), my holiday, my relationship. Nevermind the tablets are going straight on the floor, nevermind - our "team" is nearly the last and the slowest.
Paul has to know - how I am !!! (7 x per day).
I am very bad (because you are stupid donkey with 2 left hands, with broken brain)- sometimes I would like to say !!!!! Fuck the british golden rule, fuck Allright !~!!!

Turin # 31. October 2009, 07:48

What you do not like vigorous nods and blank stares from clueless fools?

Sadly it seems like society is based around the idea that you must never offend, and how dare anyone question the intelligence of others.

Originally posted by julka:

I am sick of "happy" stupid people, asking me how I am and never listening to the answer.

Wow, finally I meet someone who thinks like me.

What is the point of asking me how I am if all you want is a 'hello' for an answer. If it is a rhetorical question, then come up with a new one at least so I can actually think about its answer. But it never is so if you start to answer the question you are ignored so that they can repeat the question to the next person around them. It is like they are robots. Minimally programmed robots, but still robots.

To protect your mind I would suggest at the least finding a good book or technical Website on a subject of your choosing. That is if you are unable to regularly find a friend or colleague to bounce ideas off of.

is ging to bed now. Tomorrow I have to clean the house and host the party and now I don't feel up to it. What's wrong with me??

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2009-11-15 02:19:51

Hey girl! How are you doing? Feeling better?
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2009-10-05 07:47:43

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2009-09-03 07:21:34

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2009-07-19 13:08:43

oi! I can see you are just fine! Please be happy...

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