Sunday, 15. October 2006, 10:12:29
Sometime I really get puzzled how can a lazy guy like me handle al of this at once & afterwards how will i fare.
Business:
Purchase CNC
Purcahse Land at Vasai.
Get new clients.
Re-Implementing ISO9000 in my factory
Complete so many pending paper works, drawings, agreement collection (money),
Development of new product
Dreams:
Learn and succeed my dream programming.
Start a software company.
Develop my dream software.
Personal:
Take care & attend my loving wife.
Keep my family & cultural life full & healthy.
Have a few kids and nurture a beautiful family.
Purchase my dream house & turn it to my dream home.
feeling like something will hjave to be sacrificed...
Like one great scholar once said
"too much to eat,
too much to chew,
too much to digest
and at the end...
all that I may get is SHIT"
Wah!! what a shit I can spill out.. I should really quit poetry.
Friday, 6. October 2006, 11:38:04
course is going on great.. only bad part is I cant understand every thing and keep on forgetting details. Have I lost the touch of learning? whatever now I have to work harder and regain my learning abilities.
Sleep is creaing havoc I am yawning hroughout the day. I will have to sleep early today???!! can I?
Now two things are jumping on my head and pushing me into trying times... 1st a CNC Turning Center (talking of big bucks). 2nd Property at Vasai about 20km from here (another big Bucks pojects. What does all this mean(is there a speling mistake)???? Let me list my future tensions:
a. Buck buck means going for loan.. This would be my first machinery loan..
b. Going in for a very new concept machine(for me) I will now have to learn G coding.
c. Waking early to reach Vasai on time.
d. Forgetting all my lainess & struggling like hell.
e. Risk with no returs at sight(this is really big.)
f. Finding new work for this new machine.
.............. help the listy is getting lengther and lengther...
g. Traveling traveling traveling... Moving around a lot for new works.
h. Going in for new customer & new payments collection risks.. (now I am getting worried).
After jotting down every thing on blog... I feel I should do a feasiblity study. More planning is to be done before execution. if anybody could tell me how i should go about it please heeeeeeeeeellllllllllllllpppppppppppppppppppp........................
Saturday, 30. September 2006, 09:51:43
C++ is has taken a back seat. Its no big deal and anyway God is supporting no problem can come. My next damn project in hand is purchasing a CNC machine that is going to big jump in future. Every Tom Dick & harry having a little big bucks has bought a CNC Machine I dont want to be left behind so am jumping in... Hope to come out & not drown. Any guidance is welcome.
Back to C++ does anyone know how to install DJgpp its a C++ Compiler and sure seems a lot of head ache to install.
Thursday, 21. September 2006, 04:15:15
Today, I have come early to work ... Class was canceled I got to know of it when I reached there.. so frustrating.. but a blessing in diguise I'm at work early, na....
As I will be going to Nagpur and lossing my classes, I have decided to go on by myself and learn C++ from internet I have found this site called cprogramming.com it looks interesting, lets see what lies ahead.. Learning by self may help me to explore further with new software which I plan to continue maybe for lifelong .
Yes how na.. they say.. Jo bhi hota hai, achhay ke liye hi hota hai... Whatever happens, always happens for some good.
Wednesday, 20. September 2006, 08:03:18
Yes all was going well.. now also I have to go to Nagpur, its okay but I am always pulled in two directions.. my work/buiness keeps on pulling me one way & my dreams the other....
I have to leave for Nagpur for 3/4 day, its for an interesting business proposal & also resolve some rejection of my produce... Why? Why? Why? I just started warming up to my C++ and now I will have to miss out 2/3 sessions. at this early stage, I just dont want to do that but then again I have to do it....
Let me think cool'ly, let me give it some thought without getting tensed....
Wednesday, 20. September 2006, 07:56:03
Can anybody tell me how to delete this post...
It was a mistake.
Thanks
Tuesday, 19. September 2006, 10:25:45
Yes... I woke up on time and and attended the class I was late by 10 minutes, but you know what I said earlier... The class started 5 minutes after I reached there ;-) And another thing when in pressure one does not miss the scheddule, good that I had done a bit of practice of waking early, I was fresh duriong the class.
I am bit out of touch from my studies, and why wouldnt I be I had then realisze that I had started studies after almost 15 year. Anyway class was good, the professor was concentrating tooo much on me, asking me tooo many questions, it was a bit irritating, but again there were are only seven of us in the batch. But anyhow I enjoyed it... I have forgetten what an integer is he was harping on that word and I really missed it(its another word for numbers only zero cant be said to be an integer).
Any good idea from a good samaritan is deserately wellcome.
Monday, 18. September 2006, 16:13:57
The C++ was to start was posponed to Tomorrow & I was saved from all the hassles and shame of barging in without aa invitation. on this today I have blogged tooo... muchhhhhhhhhhhhhh. and am not interested to type here . moral odfthe story is Blogging is addictive and dont do it excessively .... so I would like to keep it short today.
Bye ..
a poem wont harm...
Blogging blogging for so loong.
my eyes started paining, they were so strooong..
Now I feelin that my screen setting, must be wroooong...
I trying to sing this beatyful sooong ..
Its my bed where I beloong.
goodnight, sweet dream, sleeptight, bore in well, groove into bed.
bye
Saturday, 16. September 2006, 15:27:43
Woke up at 6.30am and went to sleep on sofa.... again. I am very lazy. but.... not a loser... shits, shits shits shits shits a thousand times... oh my my god how could I correct this situation .... I messed up again, I had to remember this at this hour,,, sooo late... I shall blog the morning hence forth.... why. why... whyyyyyeeeeeeee. WHY. I forgot book my seat for the C++ classes & tomorrows the first day of my class.. am I reallly serious about completing my C++ course or is this another of my fancy dreams that I will leave mid way.
I will have to visit there tomorrow its sunday.. hope they are on... they take a few batches on sunday, i hope.. if I dont get the manager I could surely catch the watchman and get the phone no. squeeeze myself in on Monday..,. i may just get th timing and sit on in the class.. they cant throw me out... can they?????? I handle it.
You see... Like that frog on the picture I alway keep on getting myself in such situations & then fight out the tough part....
Things can be solved. I wish... One day I will take a printout all this a get myself counsulted by a phycatrist(the spelling is wrong, let it be).
Bye for now......
Friday, 15. September 2006, 14:13:51
It wasnt that tough. It was good actually, after waking I did a lot of exercise it was fun in a way. I should leave the bed just as my eye opens... and most important not sleep again even tough my eye droops
This needs to be listed.:
Should leave the bed as My eyes opens.
Not sleep again even if my eyes droops.
Yes go to bed early.
Not sit on potty for long, do the needfull and get out of the potty as early as possible.
Avoid reading Newspaper until sleep is really lost.
not to sit anywhere until sleep is totaly lost.
While doing yoga or any exercise, not do the one's that need me to lay down on floor.
Do pranayam... Yes I will do this yoga tomorrow.
After out of Potty dont sit anywhere. Take the toothbrush in hand and stroll around.
If its not raining outside take a stroll around the compound open air.
Breath as much as fresh open air as much as possible.
Most important of all DONT SIT OR REST UNTIL YOUVE TAKEN YOU BATH. pleaaseeee. please please.
Okay I have listed all what I could remember. Hope I'll be able to retrive it when I need it again.
And yes I shall join the C++ class on this Monday in the morning 7.00am to 9.00am batch.
Thanks,
K
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