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I was amazed to find this kind of pattern made by clouds. It allows to run your imaginations. What do you see?

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Playful squirrles always amuse me and I was curious to shoot them. But this one is more curious to konw what I am upto.

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Infact I reside at WordPress and visit Opera Community regularly as I have some good friends here.

This is my regular blog at wordpress, if you want to visit.http://notestomyself.wordpress.com

As all kids do, I also resist learning anything new. Its hard for me to swallow anything new. But I know, life is wiser than me. It knows that in order to grow up I HAVE to learn, and if dont go for learning something, life comes to me and TEACHES ME A LESSON or two.

While reading "The Guide to Greatness" by Robin Sharma , I find a piece of advice from the author quite amazing. It is eternal fact, but he presented in difference concept. We know that in order to become successful we need to make enough efforts , and people do make enoguh efforts but then whole life is spent. So what the author suggested that to break the time-line, time schedule. Do things more quickly, harder the failure better the success.

Well, I don't think life from the success view of point, but I agree with the fact. I learn from my mistakes and expereinces quickly, too quickly I think. All such mistakes and expereinces are bitter as a pill, but such thing bring me in better circumstances than before. Or such cirumstances makes me WISER and I enjoy and appreciate life more then before.

In past when such things happended, I cursed everything and everyone. But I did not know that with every such situation, life presented a gift coupon , all I had to scratch the coupon and to claim the gift. I have always thrown such coupon without realising its true worth.

Now, I enjoy normal life more. I appreciate value of peace in life and of mind.

Thanks for reading...

Sarah's comment to write something and then her post about birth-month, made me thinking.

It is true I am easily hurt. I like people and I trust them easily. But sometime I find that if someone avoids me, that HURTS me most. I dont know the reason for that. Today such thing happend and I was devasted.

After such thing happens to me, I become childish and decide not to talk with the person who hurts me, then again after few days I am normal. Is it some sort of insecurity? Why I feel vunrable? Why I can't be strong like other people?

I am afraid of losing people, I am easil hurt, that lead me to be aloof, I live in my own cocoon. Afraid of coming out, and that makes many things unexplored.

My concealed identity in my blogs is one of the reason. I am afraid if I disclose myself, I will become vulnerable. I know you might find it amusing, but that is true.

For that reason, I never get intimate in any relation and keep distance. I know I have lost ,or never gained to be honest, much frinends. I have become wanderer in life.

I know if I can overcome with this 'problem' I can taste the life more sweetly. And I know I will, have to, overcome this.

This is the fact, a bitter one, of my life.

Peace.....