For love seems to me like wind which can be felt but never can see it. It was a spark in my kind of dull life, i wondered am i crazy .. am i just infatuated with her crystal smile .. confused in all directions possible. Well i can say god is and must be crazy. Man is always haunted by beauty of a woman but endlessly they have an advantage of making a choice. She made a choice .. to stay with me .. i felt kool never happened to me before !!! one can just term it " "pathetic " ..though i accept modestly. Lets get back to the moment of my life which says you are here to take care of someone.

CRYSTAL SMILE... TINKLING SPARKLES ON EYE-LIDS...CuRlY HAIR...THE STRANGE ORANGE EAR RING (PRETTY THOUGH !!!).. THATS WHEN I SAW HER IN EYES AND ITS SPOKE A GREAT DEAL TO ME .. GOD KNOWS HOW COULD I HANDLE MYSELF ....MAYBE SOME ADVANTAGE OF BEING A GEEK ..... I THOUGHT I NEED TO SPEAK MY HEART OUT SAY EVERY MOMENT I HAVE BEEN WITHOUT her TILL THIS VERY MOMENT ....SHE WAS SO CLOSE TO ME I COULD FEEL HERE RELAXING IN MY ARMS ..WILL BIT OF CUSHIONING WITH PILLOWS WHICH I TOOK CARE ABOUT ...

I COULD HEAR "DUDU @ UNITED AFRICA" SPEAKING IN THE MOVIE RUNNING IN FRONT OF US...WHILE I WAS BUSY PLAYING WITH HER HAIR ... SHE WAS SO SILENT BUT THAT TOLD SO MUCH TO ME ... I HAVE NEVER BEEN SO CLOSE TO A GIRL IN A GOOD DAMN 24 YRS OF QUITE A GUD LIFE .. WE TALKED ABOUT PEOPLE WITH US .. THE CRAZY PARTY .. FAMILY.. friends..her ?s where so ACCURATE MADE ME SHY ..MADE ME CURIOUS..MADE ME HAPPY.. I SENSE A STRANGE KIND OF CONNECTION WITH HER ...CONFESSING FOR THE FIRST I SAW HERE I LIKED THE WAY SHE CARRIED HER SELF ... second TIME IT JUST WORKED THE WAY SHE CLIMBED THE STAIRS I COULD FEEL THE VIBES .. AS USUAL I JUST SIT ASIDE SILENTLY WHEN I LIKE TO KNOW MORE ABOUT SOMEONE..IT GIVES A STRANGE CREEP IN THAT PERSON SO FAR SO GOOD IT ALWAYS WORKED FOR ME ..so i did..IT CONTINUED TILL THIS TIME WHEN SHE IS SO CLOSE TO ME ...WELL WE BOTH SPOKE OUR HEART OUT ...MAYBE THE COCK TAIL BY A FRIEND:doh: AND BEERS AT THE BAR WORKED .. BUT THE ONLY THING WAS THAT BOTH WHERE READY TO TALK AND SHARE SOMETHING ....

TALKS AND LOOKS EXCHANGE PROCESS CARRIED ON FOR AROUND AN HOUR .. IT WAS ALMOST MORNING AND I could SENSE MR SUN HURTING HER BLUE EYES FOR THAT MOMENT I WISHED THAT ALL THE CLOCKS JUST TAKE ME TO WHERE IT STARTED ..I NVR WANT TO LEAVE HER SOFT HANDS .. IT WAS A FEELING NEVER FELT TO ME ......SHE GAZED AT THE BEEPER FROM HER MOBILE INDICATING THE HEART BREAKER MOMENT IS COMING AND SHE HAS TO LEAVE ..

HOW TO TELL HER.... I COULD GO TO ANY EXTENT ...OR DO ANYTHING IN MY REACH TO BREACH THE TIME WHICH SHE DID NOT HAD .. WELL I DON'T KNOW WHETHER IT IS SAME WITH HER .. BUT I FELT SHE EVEN FELT THE SAME DAY .. WELL THIS IS ONE HAUNTING QUESTION I M STILL TO DISCOVER THE ANSWER FOR.

SHE GOT UP ADJUSTING HER WARDROBE BUT I COULD NOT TAKE MY LOOKS OF HER BLUE EYES ... I WAS NEVER HIT WITH SUCH STRONG EMOTION.. THAT BLOOD PUMPING ADRENALINE GUSHING IN MY BRAIN ..N I COULD SENSE IT SO HARD AND STRONG.. I DINT EVEN KNOW WHEN I GOT UP AND FOLLOWED HER TILL THE STATION ... I JUST NEVER FELT THE COLD OUTSIDE THE RAGING FEELINGS INTRUDED MY HEART AND JUST LEFT PERPLEXED... JUST GIVING HER A GOODBYE KISS ... THERE SHE GOES I WANTED TO HOLD HER BACK ..JUST GET NOISY AS A KID N STOP HER...WITH ALL THE MIX FEELINGS I JUST RETIRED COULD NOT CLOSE MY EYES NOR DEVIATED BY THE HASSLE MADE BY MY FRIEND.. I WAS LIKE A MUMMY LYING ON THE WHITE MATTRESS....REWINDING EACH AND EVERY SECOND:whistle:

WELL LAST NYT I HAD SOMETHING INTERESTING TO SAY HER .... " WELL YESTERDAY WE HAD TALK NOW WE ARE HAVING A WALK " I DON'T KNOW ABOUT HER BUT I WAS DESPERATE TO CATCH HER ATTENTION ...

ALL I CAN SAY IS WHEN SHE COMES ITS SO TOUCHY TO ME ..AND WEN SHE LEAVES I M JUST LOST ....

SUCH LOST THAT I DINT EVEN REALIZE THAT I WAS WRITING A B-LOG ...