THE MOST SADDEST THING ONE CAN DO HIMSELF OR HERSELF WOULD BE FORCING SELF INTO SOMETHING OUT OF HEART .. WHAT EVER YOU SAY WHAT EVER THING I CAN STILL HEAR TO THE LINES YOU SAID TO ME ..." WHAT WILL MAKE YOU TO HATE ME"...

THEN MY ANSWER IS I AM JUST HAVING A HEART , A THOUGHT , A SENSE , INSIGHT THAT CONTROLS MY FEELING JUST TO THING GOOD ABOUT YOU .. NO MATTER WHAT YOU DO DID OR WILL DO ..THATS YOUR CHOICE AND WITH ME YOU GET THAT FREEDOM TO DO SO .. BUT I WONT TALK EVER HOW IT EFFECTS ME .. I REALLY PERSON WHO BELIEVES IN SOME THING IN WHICH I LIKE .... LIKING IS JUST ONE STEP DOWN ..AS YOU LIKE SOMEONE FOR WHAT YOU ARE....YOU LOVE SOMEONE IRRESPECTIVE WHATEVER THEY ARE ....

I SAY LOVE YOU ... SO YOUR ACTIONS .. YOUR HARSH WORDS .. THE WAY YOU GO AWAY .. THE WAY YOU KEEP ME AWAY ... DNT HAVE THAT POTENTIAL TO MOVE MY LOVE FOR ME ... STONE CRAVED MAYBE...I PRESERVE YOU CURLY HAIR .. I WNT THE WASH MY T-SHIRT TO SENSE THE FRAGRANCE .. WELL I AM LEFT ALONE THEN ONLY THING I HAVE TO DO IS PRESERVE THAT FEEL YOU GAVE FOR THE FIRST TIME .. THINKING I AM GONE CRAZY .. SOUNDS ME-LO-DRAMATIC ..NO PROBLEM .. ITS JUST NOT A PROBLEM ... BECAUSE IT TAKE PLEASURE IN CHERISH THE MOMENT I KISSED YOU ..YOU ARE SOMETHING OUT OF THE WORLD ..

AFTER THIS LONG FRICTION ..UP AND DOWNS WHEN WE ARE JUST AWAY FOR NOTHING I JUST WISH THE GAPS ARE FILLED ... I CANT ERASE YOU FROM MY THOUGHTS ..WHATEVER YOU HOWEVER YOU ARE I AM ALWAYS WITH YOU BECOZ YOU JUST BECAME A PART OF ME ... MAYBE ONE SIDED ... BUT I WANT YOU NOT REPEAT THE MOMENT OF WEAKNESS .. I WANT TO SEE YOU STRONGER .. I WANT THAT KID TO FLOURISH MORE INTO A WOMAN WHO CAN NEVER BE MESSED UP ... WHENEVER SHE SAYS I AM MESSED I NEED TO RE-THINK ..I FEEL TO TALK TO HERE TELL EVERYTHING WHICH CAN MAKE HER STABLE .. I WANT HER TO BE AN ANGEL .. I WANT HER TO GET RESPECT NOT ONLY FROM EVERYONE ..BUT ALSO FROM HERSELF WHEN EVER SHE LOOKS INTO THE MIRROR .. SHE MUST NOT CRY ON HER STATE .. LIFE SHOULD SOUND AS A SONG RATHER A DEAD RAP ..

SAVE OUR SOUL .. SEE SAYS ..MESSAGE IS LOCKED IN THE BOTTLE BUT NOBODY SEES IT .. BUT I RATHER FEEL HER SOUL IS NO DANGER .. WELL HER MESSAGE IS LOUD AND CLEAR ..ALL SHE HAS TO DO ID MAKE BETTER CHOICES AND CONTROL THE SLIP .... WELL I WONT LEAVE HER ANYTIME TO MESS UP AGAIN ..WHETHER SHE WANTS OR NOT I CANT STOP MYSELF THINKING ABOUT HER GOOD .. IT WAS NOT JUST A KISS FOR ME .. IT WAS HER TRUST TO ME I THOUGHT .. SHE LISTENS TO ME NOW ..

I HATE THAT MOMENT OF WEAKNESS ..WHICH MAKES HER FEEL BAD ... I NEVER TOOK ANY ADVANTAGE OF IT .. I TRIED TO CARE FOR HER .. MY TOUCH ON HER LIPS .. MY COZY HUG .. WAS JUST MY WORDS I COULDN'T WHISPER OUT OF SHY.. WHATEVER I DO IT WAS JUST SPEAK OR HER ..

NO BODY IS BAD ITS JUST THINGS DINT WENT OUR WAY .. REJECTED ..DEJECTED WHEN I WRITE THIS I HAVE A COCKTAIL OF EMOTIONS WITH TINGE LEMON ADDING TASTE OF ADVERSITY TO MY THOUGHTS .. DAYS PASSED .. BUT THE FEEL STAYS BACK .. MAYBE I CAN NEVER BE LIKE THIS TO ANYONE .. OR IN FACT DON'T WANT TO BE .. ITS WAS JUST U AND ME .. I WANT TO CAPTURE THAT MOMENT IN MY LENS ... GAZE IT IN EVERY ANGLE BUT I AIN'T I HAVE ANY PICS .. TO DO SO .. ALL HAVE IS YOUR CURLY HAIR STILL ON T-SHIRT WHICH INDICATES A BOND FOREVER

I NEVER FAKE ITS THE FACT THE MAKE ME WRITE .. I DON'T WANT TO SHOW THE WORLD .. OR BLOW THE HORN ALOUD .. I JUST NEED TAG OF YOURS AS DAYS SUCKS WITH OUT YOU IN IT ....


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