My Operaold memories
Monday, September 17, 2012 7:13:50 PM
choice aint no choice
thts a lie have a bunch of it
mind havnt been clear yet
mind plays with me ..yet
its my mind i trust
eletric ...magnetic..mathematic
fanatic..liberal..problematic
wrong.right
what is left
decide what is right
what i am ...simple
and easy
complex or hard
read me or leave me
i will do my part
destinations are many
i planned them all
be with or leave me
i wil travell them all
i am on this roller coaster
and i love it
becoz life on a train nvr
has the xtra vibe to show life
what can be ..n wat cannot be
abstract are my ideas
abstract are these walls
i wana write ur name
and stare it whole day night and all
we are weird then
all these normal people
in the mall
that makes us special
our life tough
as we have to face them all
i rather never care for a cent
or dollar in my wallet
i do now...what changed me .. my view
its all the same
trouble is the thing i wana
avoid
it takes peace of mind
makes mess of evrythng
and now i need money to trade
peace in life
smile on faces
and a contend heart all in all
i thought i wont be greedy
as i m a satisfied creature
but you made me greedy with your beauty
and your mind
and i want it alll
some how i thought i will never find one like u
i saw in them
i searched i failed ,,i got cheated
i was bluffed ..tears rolled emotions paused
i left my hopes
and i was carryin on
then you happened .. as an epic
as history .. repeats it all
there was a girl in school
shared notes with her and wen summer came
i slipped a letter sayin it all
its was mathematics reason for me
to talk to her
and then summer came but she never came
heard she went out of town
days were hard and hot
few games of cricket but still i count
i marked everyday of that summer
on a spiritual calender
of my grannie
school opens ,,i pack books get dressed
and rush to bus
i see most of my frnds still not in
i see she still missing
i waited for a week then other
week passed on
i thought she was ill maybe later
she will join
a month passed and they asked us to stand
13 past 45 mins i still remember
we supposed be silent for a minute
60 secnds and i guessed why
it was
she passed away in an accident and
the seconds said it all
i cried so hard in the garden of my school
where no one could see me
i was stoned for a while
i dint know whether she read my letter
was is it unread .. was is it untold
i loved mathematics as she liked me
as i was clever at it
i cant say this to anyone i dnt know y??
but i saw u .. i spent time with you
the shiver i got wen u kissed
the blush u get
the person u behave i see it all
i find myself hapie in evry thing i do
its my small world
but i can fit u
give u so much attention you will go angry on me
yes weird i too feel it
but its me
just be beside me i know i can fill u with
love and smile
when you wil be alone you think abt me
how evytime
how evrytime
wnt he get bored of me
then an invisible voice will come out of ur heart
says " love is boring for losers ... i love u with whole my heart"
voice inside ..yes iknow you love me
and i m locked inside
egos ..where the biggest problem for me
but it steps aside
i want to be urs
excepting nuthing ,,,
maybe this is love
this is pure
i dnt want any approvals
i want to submit myself to u
give me one year or less
i am there
for u ......................................................
yours ashu
thts a lie have a bunch of it
mind havnt been clear yet
mind plays with me ..yet
its my mind i trust
eletric ...magnetic..mathematic
fanatic..liberal..problematic
wrong.right
what is left
decide what is right
what i am ...simple
and easy
complex or hard
read me or leave me
i will do my part
destinations are many
i planned them all
be with or leave me
i wil travell them all
i am on this roller coaster
and i love it
becoz life on a train nvr
has the xtra vibe to show life
what can be ..n wat cannot be
abstract are my ideas
abstract are these walls
i wana write ur name
and stare it whole day night and all
we are weird then
all these normal people
in the mall
that makes us special
our life tough
as we have to face them all
i rather never care for a cent
or dollar in my wallet
i do now...what changed me .. my view
its all the same
trouble is the thing i wana
avoid
it takes peace of mind
makes mess of evrythng
and now i need money to trade
peace in life
smile on faces
and a contend heart all in all
i thought i wont be greedy
as i m a satisfied creature
but you made me greedy with your beauty
and your mind
and i want it alll
some how i thought i will never find one like u
i saw in them
i searched i failed ,,i got cheated
i was bluffed ..tears rolled emotions paused
i left my hopes
and i was carryin on
then you happened .. as an epic
as history .. repeats it all
there was a girl in school
shared notes with her and wen summer came
i slipped a letter sayin it all
its was mathematics reason for me
to talk to her
and then summer came but she never came
heard she went out of town
days were hard and hot
few games of cricket but still i count
i marked everyday of that summer
on a spiritual calender
of my grannie
school opens ,,i pack books get dressed
and rush to bus
i see most of my frnds still not in
i see she still missing
i waited for a week then other
week passed on
i thought she was ill maybe later
she will join
a month passed and they asked us to stand
13 past 45 mins i still remember
we supposed be silent for a minute
60 secnds and i guessed why
it was
she passed away in an accident and
the seconds said it all
i cried so hard in the garden of my school
where no one could see me
i was stoned for a while
i dint know whether she read my letter
was is it unread .. was is it untold
i loved mathematics as she liked me
as i was clever at it
i cant say this to anyone i dnt know y??
but i saw u .. i spent time with you
the shiver i got wen u kissed
the blush u get
the person u behave i see it all
i find myself hapie in evry thing i do
its my small world
but i can fit u
give u so much attention you will go angry on me
yes weird i too feel it
but its me
just be beside me i know i can fill u with
love and smile
when you wil be alone you think abt me
how evytime
how evrytime
wnt he get bored of me
then an invisible voice will come out of ur heart
says " love is boring for losers ... i love u with whole my heart"
voice inside ..yes iknow you love me
and i m locked inside
egos ..where the biggest problem for me
but it steps aside
i want to be urs
excepting nuthing ,,,
maybe this is love
this is pure
i dnt want any approvals
i want to submit myself to u
give me one year or less
i am there
for u ......................................................
yours ashu
